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Dear Seungmin,

I feel sad again. I saw something that didn't want to, and it messed up my emotions.

I saw my long-time crush, who was once my best friend, kiss someone else.

We never had a romantic type of relationship, but it felt like we did. Maybe I was just too oblivious to realise that he had a girlfriend while we were still friends.

Too oblivious to realise that we were just friends.

I was too hopeful that we could be together. Once I had actually found out, it hurt my heart. I became distant from him when he opened up about his relationship.

I completely cut myself off from him after I realised I couldn't handle it. After the first time I witnessed the couple kiss. They didn't know that I saw, but I did.

I hope you've never felt this kind of pain and that you don't in the future...

Stay safe,
M :')

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