I'll Be Waiting •On hold•

Chapter 18: "I'm sorry."

•Kendall's POV•
       
     "Move with me to Australia."
Immediately Kyle utters those words, my hands that are wrapped around his waist drops and just stay frozen by his side.
My head is unable to process what Brian said.
"Are you okay?" Brian pulls away and places his hands on my shoulders.

"Yeah, I'm fine,"I lie.
   "Okay...So what do you say? Will you come with me to Australia?" Brian asks again.

    "I don't know Brian--"
"I know that's a big a move for you," Brian cuts me off. "You see Kendall, I only came back to crownville for you and I don't intend on staying here for long. I have to start a new life in Australia and I want You, Kendall Jordan to be part of that new life. I can't imagine my life without you Kendall. I really need you in my life."

Immediately, I remember what Lizzy said before leaving earlier, "Kendall whatever happens this night make sure you make the right decision. Don't make any rash decision that you might end up regretting later. But just know that whatever decision you make I'll support."
   "Just think okay."

Isn't it so funny how fate works? Six months ago, I was yearning for Brian to come back. I literally died everyday waiting for his return. Then suddenly Kyle came into my life and changed everything. He gave me reason to smile again. He was blessing in disguise. Slowly, I fell in love with with that blessing without even realizing it.

      And now Brian is back into my life leaving me to make the decision of who I want to be with. If Brian had come back six months earlier I would I have picked him without thinking twice but now things are different. My heart already belongs to Kyle.
   
Now, who do I choose between them? Should choose Brian because he has gone through so many things or Kyle because he's the one my heart wants be with.

"Kendall, you've not said anything." Brian pull me out of my state of daze.
"I'm sorry," I apologize. "I was just thinking of something."

"If you're thinking why I can't bring my sister here to Crownville and start a new life here, Well, it's because Crownville doesn't have provide the treatments Camila needs. You see, Camila has post traumatic stress disorder. I cant leave her alone in Australia for the treatments. She needs me," He adds.

"I already thought about everything before making my decisions, Kendall. I already applied for one University at Australia. You can also apply for the University if you want to come with me to Australia. I also found a job which the payment is okay, it isn't that much but at times goes on I'll find another job which they pay well. I've thought of our future already.
Everything will be okay if you just agree."

Brian is making it really hard for me to refuse him. At such a young age he has really gone through a lot. He is really Kind and responsible, he deserves to be happy. He deserves an happy ending.
   
I

don't know what I'm doing again. I don't even know if I'm making the right the decision or not. All is know is that everything is fated already. It is my fate is to be with Brian.

  "I'll come with you to Australia," I announce.
"Really," Brian asks enthusiastically.
I nod, smiling slightly.

Brian smiles widely. "I knew you would agree. You don't know how happy I  am right now."
  I'm also happy, I won't lie. I happy someone Is happy because of me. Everything would go back to way it was soon. I just need to move to Australia with Brian and start my life with him.

    What about Kyle?
Kyle has everything. He has his family  to support him. He made a mistake falling for me he should have known we can't be together. He's a great guy and I won't ignore the fact that I love him so much. I'm sure one day he'll find someone. Tomorrow I'll go see Kyle for the last time.