How can I trust anyone around me?
Holding knives and whispering curses
Why should I be around those
With sly grins and twisted faces?The people I love so dearly
Shoving theirs deep into me
And all I can do is wonder why
Why did they do this to me?What did I do to loose all of these people?
What have I done to deserve this hell?It really fucking sucks when the few people you trust turn it right back onto you
I really thought I fucking knew them too

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3 am Thoughts.
RandomOnly read if you want to. I swear I'm not this crazy all the time. Just a few times a week.