3 am Thoughts.

I don't have a title for this yet.

Why is it my fault if you were the one being rude?
How am I to blame for being angry too?

You used it as an excuse, of course
Lying
Accusing me with force

When all I did was speak the truth
A little angry, I'll admit
You went off and backstabbed me
Little bit by bit

Telling all my deepest truths
And saying bad to all my friends
I found out I'm the unlucky one
That everyone calls the annoying friend

The knife twists deeper
Every word makes me scream in pain
The wound opened when your mouth forms the words
You've never liked me
And used me for your gain

You have little right to be angry
Especially when you talked like that
I didn't say what you heard
So who was the whispering rat?

I'm sorry I was annoying
and over reacted at my fear
but you just kept judging me
When you haven't looked in the mirror

I wasn't being two faced
just saying what I thought was wrong
So don't you dare come at me
for keeping my mouth shut for so long

I'm sorry for my sorrows
And regretful for my rage
Yet you apologize so calmly
And back me into the cage

Manipulating me deep into your words
Claiming things I haven't heard
Saying I'm the bad guy here
I'm sorry I'm such an annoying, bitch, two-faced queer