The Library Boy {Niam}

Chapter 19

Niall's Pov.

"P-p-pregnant?”  I stutter. How is that even possible?! I’m a guy for fucks sake. This guy is joking obviously and I’m willing to get him fired for it because  he really freaks me out. " Yes, pregnant.”  He says on a serious tone. "How’s that possible?” Harry questioned. He’s just as shocked as me it appears. 

"The medication you were given when you were still a cancer victem caused you to be able to carry."  He explained. "Let's say it's an permanent side effect."  That didn't make sense to me at all. Honestly, if I was pregnant, why didn't I found out earlier? "I don't get it, the last time I had sex was about one month ago, maybe even one and a half." The doctor nodded. "The process goes slower in the beginning. It takes longer to figure out that you were pregnant, which is why we didn't discover it earlier."  The doctor explains.

That's alot to take in. What bothers me most is the fact that I know it's from Liam, who I've been trying to hard to get over and who let me down. That makes it even harder, but I also know I can't let it be removed.. I'd feel guilty about that my entire life.

"Do you know who the father is?" The doctor questioned. "Y-"  "I am." Zayn suddenly said. Louis frowned as Harry yelped. I knew what he was doing though. "He is." I told the doctor. "We will do some further check ups and give you more information later this day. Also you'll get a book with everything you need to expect since male pregnancy is far different from female pregnancy."  He explained. All I can do is just nod and hope that I wake up from this nightmare.

The doctor walked out and as soon as the door closed Harry was the first one to speak up.

"Since when did you two have sex?!" He asked. "We didn't."  Zayn sighed. "This obviously is Liam's, but he's not here and he's probably not going to be here and I'm not going to watch him go through this alone ."  The guy sighed, his Bradford accent thick as he spoke. "Guys, this is illegal." Louis sighed. "We can still say that I made a mistake and really thought it was Zayn's when it comes to it."  Niall sighed softly.

"Guys, Liam is back God damnit! I told you already." All faces turned to Harry now. I frowned, did I miss out on something? "Yeah, that's right, I went to London and got him here." Harry told me. "Getting the phonecall of Niall being brought here just after getting home. There's no way I'm keeping this a secret for him." "Well, that means he was with you when you got the phonecall. Why isn't he here than? He fucking doesn't care Harry. Open your eyes."  Zayn told him. "He isn't here because he's been drinking till he fucking passed out for as long as he was back in London! He was still passed out when I took him."  Harry defended with a snap.

"Well in that case he's not facing his problems in a mature way! Problems he caused himself I recall."  Zayn scoffed at the curly haired lad who seemed to get really angry. "You better shut the fuck up." Harry threatened. "Love calm down." Louis said, putting an arm around Harry, but he pushed it away. "Are you serious? This guy is insulting my friend and you're telling me to calm down?!"  Harry snapped. Louis sighed as the room was suddenly silent, only the sound coming from people talking and walking through the hallway could be heard now.

"I.. I'm going to tell him."  Harry said standing up. "Harry don't do that.." Zayn sighed. "Don't you start again." Harry warned, grabbing his back. "I don't think that him knowing this is going to make his alcohol problem any better. In fact I think it will make it worse." Zayn explained. "Honestly, I agree with Zayn love.."  Louis said carefully not wanting to upset Harry again.

Harry looked at me now, obviously wanting my opinion, but I had no idea what to say. "Maybe we should indeed keep it silent for a while. I'm not ready to forgive him yet." "Niall he saved your life!" "Yeah, out of guilt, not because he wanted too." "Are you even serious? I hope you now that Liam's back to drinking because he feels really fucked up and I know the cause is that you told him to back off and are no longer in his life. So don't fucking dare to keep his kid away from him too. You got a month."

With that he was out.

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"Do you want some tea?" Zayn asked as he walked into the library. A day has passed as I was allowed to leave the hospital luckily. I really hate that place with all my heart despite the fact that I'm someone who's rather positive. Right now I just can't see one single positive thing in the whole situation. Not even the fact I'm pregnant makes me feel happy.

First, I'm not ready to have a baby. Second, I'm suppossed to finally be enjoying my teenage life. Third, the father of the baby is no longer together with me. Fourth, I don't have money. Fifth, I have no idea how to handle all of this. I don't even want to think about it. I'm scared that Harry decides to tell Liam after all and that he will come over being awfully mad.

I didn't want for all of this to happen. I honestly feel pretty depressed about allof this.. "Are you okay?" Zayn touches my cheek softly. I shrug weakly. We've been getting quite close lately, which I like alot. It's good to have a friend around who actually agrees with you.

Don't get me wrong, it's not like I don't like Harry, but the way he behaves right now really makes me feel more fucked up then I already did. I feel like I have to make a decision really fast, while I just need time to actually think about it.

"Heey, it's going to be fine yeah? We will figure it out. I've got your back, you don't have to worry about that." Zayn tells me, gazing into my eyes. "You're not in this alone. Despite what the others do or say, I'm not going to leave yeah?"

I'm not sure if he wanted to say anything else, if so, I'll never know since I crashed my lips onto his.

And he replied.

Hi guys. I've decided that I'm going to dedicate every new chapter to someone. All you need to do is answer the question I put at the end of every chapter and comment it below. If you have stories on your own that you would like for people to read it might come in handy (: 

Question for this chapter: Do you write One Direction roleplays? If so, on Tumblr or Kik and what ships do you do?! (:

(By the way for the ones interested. If you want a 1D roleplay with me, my kik is CurlyCat_ I do Larry and Lirry (With me as sub/harry) and Niam ofcourse (with me as sub/niall). Medium to long responses, with proper grammar. I prefer fast responses, but understand this isn't always possible during school/different timezones, etc. Just kik me if you're interested (:  )