baggy sweatshirt ON PAUSE // joshler au

c h a p t e r o n e //english

tyler joseph...

tyler joseph...

tyler joseph...

josh stared at him from across the room as he explained the question that had been asked to him by mrs. murphy.

his hands moved excitedly as he talks

i take note of this as i smile to myself

oh how i'd love to see those hands trace m-

"josh"

shit. josh stop it. dont think of that innocent beauty like that

"josh."

his eyes are so pretty, the brownest brown eyes i've ever seen. you could compare it to dark hot cocoa on a cold winter night. oh, how i love hot cocoa.

"JOSH"

quickly being pulled from my thoughts, my eyes briefly catching tylers as he looks back to see who had created the disturbance in 5th period english class.

my heart fluttered

i turned to my best friend, who i've known since freshman year, glaring forks into his head.

"what brendon, what could possibly be more important than me watching the beauty that is tyler joseph?"

brendon is the only one who knows about my uh, 'crush,' however he prefers the term 'obsession'

"weelllll, i just wanted to say hi, and that you staring at him is creepy"

i gave brendon a good shove and pretended to look offended

"how dare you say that my eye for admiring fantastic art is creepy"

i tried to look mad, but miserably failed seeing the goofy look on brendon's face

"im just saying, if you really want to get in joseph's pants i suggest you actually try talking to him, you know man?"

i laughed out loud, causing a confused tyler to look back me sending me a weird look

my heart had now dropped, my smile instantly leaving my face

"i don't know about that man"

the bell rang signaling lunch

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okay guys! first chapter completed, hopefully this wasn't too cringy lmaoo