24/2/2025
I started using a home workout guide I found online. There's this website called Superhero Jacked that have workouts based on your favorite superhero or anime character but they do have some beginner friendly ones as well although I did have to change it a bit because I don't have all the equipment needed.
Watched the Andor season 2 trailer and I'm glad it finally came out only I wish we'd seen a bit more content rather than what all the media sites thought of the first season.
Apparently Wattpad are doing a daily log in competition. It would be pretty cool if someone from this community won it.
26/2/2025 + 27/2/2025 (wrote this over both days because a lot happened)
//vent
AKA the other reason I deleted my stories
Be me
Try writing a new story and because the protagonist is an anti hero I have to write a really foul villain. Decides to try writing the most horrible villain I can think of.
Find out that someone really did that stuff
Delete story
Tell yourself you deleted it because you don't want to risk being sued by said person.
Realize the real main reason you deleted it is because 1. Someone actually did the really foul thing or 2. Someone said they would do the really foul thing if given a chance and now you feel depressed that people are actually like that.
Repeat
Ok something really weird happened last night. On the altar I have this decorated glass bottle that was an offering. I thought it was an old perfume bottle that had been emptied years ago (which would at least give some hint of an explanation but apparently not) and today I found a few millimeters of perfume in the bottom of the bottle. At first I wondered why there was any liquid in the bottle but when I unscrewed the lid it was definitely perfume and smelt flowery with vanilla. Because it's my altar and that of my patron deity I check it almost daily and would have noticed it before now.
I asked if anyone had tampered with the bottle and just got a confused no so I told them the full story but after explaining it to my mum she said it never contained perfume and checked herself. None of us can come up with a good explanation. if it was just water condensation then it wouldn't have the smell and consistency of perfume.
Maybe I should use the perfume in a spell for something?
The other no where near as weird thing (this happened on the evening of the 25th)
Wasn't going to bother mentioning this but it happened right before I found the perfume. I was thinking about how much time I waste on the computer when I could be exercising, researching witch or doing literally anything more valuable and then the internet shut down but just my computer even when I was the only one using the connection. I ended up getting really irritated because now I was bored and there was nothing I felt like doing and now I wasn't distracted somehow this snowballed into me thinking about everything that's going wrong at the moment and how angry I was that no one is doing anything real about it. it got to the point where I felt like an absolute failure of a witch because I couldn't stop it and even thought that Conquest should be working with someone better than me and shouldn't have wasted energy helping me 5 years ago but at the same time I was desperate for something to actually happen to jump start my journey so to speak.
I fell asleep at that point even though it was still really early and woke up really early still feeling not great and realized that my downtime actually was important because I was even less productive having to deal with a night like that and the connection has been working ever since almost like it was a lesson I needed to learn. I ended up feeling a lot better and actually managed to get my sleep schedule back to normal and when I woke up the second time is when I found the perfume stuff.
