20/2/2025
Well today was complete and utter chaos. Spent all of yesterday waiting for someone to come and fix the roof and they never showed up. Had to go shopping. The bus no showed as well. Decided to go somewhere else that is within walking distance. The bus shows up when I'm getting ready. I walk to the second shop only to find it's closed due to some computer malfunction. The second supermarket is right next to a more reliable bus route so I took that one to go to a third supermarket which was open and I finally got what I needed but I'm feeling really tired now -_-
22/2/2025
Had a really good day today! Found this giant blue bead that I'm gonna use for a Arcane cosplay, a gothic coat and a book I wanted and then won the money back on a scratch card anyway. Worked out that I have enough money to buy the Murder Drones merch I want and still have enough for the summer so I'm probably gonna order that soon :)
Pretty good end to the week compared to how chaotic it was at the beginning.
23/2/2025
Well I thought this week was gonna be brilliant and I'd have plenty of time to get everything done but then the roof started leaking and there was those two days where things were absolute chaos and nothing whatsoever got done.
I need to vent about something real quick: Having low level psychic abilities or beginner witchcraft or even seeing a ghost can have really frustrating implications. Like you now know for sure that there is a more interesting life where you would have more freedom right there but you can never truly be a part of it due to not having enough power to survive outside of human society.
So what's the alternative? Give up on this all together and find a little job in a shop for the rest of my life or completely throw myself into becoming the most powerful witch I can be and brute force probability manipulation (See the cyberpunk aesthetic results.)
The second option is way more tempting but there is never any guarantee with this stuff and for things like wealth there still needs to be mundane "paths" for it to get to you which I don't have many at the moment. Still I feel that I need to try.
