30/3/26
Left some offerings for Athena and have had two more signs recently. The first was finding an art set that would normally be really expensive for £2 which I'm using to finish my tarot deck and the second is I've been finding myself in several situations that while bearable have forced me to deal with my anxiety head on.
Also thanks everyone for 30,000 views on my journal! I never thought I'd hit that goal.
4/4/26
Well today started out really good. I got to go to the huge forbidden planet shop in London and walk around a bunch of cool places in London but then on the journey home something really scary happened and all I want to say about it is film and TV really underestimate how scary it is to see someone you care about faint. (She's fine now, we're home and thank you to everyone who was there and helped.)
11/4/26
This week has been pretty bad because apart from the above my dad had to go to the hospital (He's fine now too) and a massive argument related to what happened on boxing day flared up again oh and world war 3 almost broke out. Can't forget that. Actually I was thinking that what happened on the train was way more scary than the school thing but I knew what to do and lots of people rushed to help so it wasn't as bad as it could have been. The system might be messed up beyond all recognition but there are still genuinely good people in the world.
I am going to be taking a break from Wattpad for a while until things calm down IRL though.
