Turnaround

Part 5

Dean was laid out on the couch thinking deeply. As soon as he woke up he thought back to last night he was going to get up and find Roman but he hesitated and stayed on the soft cushions. It wasn't entirely his fault and he remember himself enjoying it, even encouraged the man. That made Dean shiver, he encourage Roman to keep sucking. What the fuck was wrong with him? He sat up when he smelled breakfast. His stomach growled loudly so he got up and followed the scent, it smelled really good.

When Dean walked into the kitchen he saw Roman at the stove cooking pancakes, bacon, and eggs. Dean looked at the older man's back. He only had his briefs on and his hair was down and messy like he had a rough night. Dean sat at the table silently then folded his hands on the table as he watched Roman's muscles flex and move in his back. The older man rolled his shoulders then turned around and froze with the skillet in his hand.

"Hi." Dean said quietly.

"Uh..Hi. Breakfast?"

Dean saw the regret in Roman's face and how nervous he was. His deep voice coming out a bit shaky. Dean scratched the back of his head. "Yeah man. Smells good. I smell chocolate chips."

"Yeah." Roman laughed a bit and turned back around to get a plate that was already made. He put it on the table in front of Dean then gave him something to drink. Dean picked up the bacon and put it up to his lips, he was about to bite it but Roman was just staring at him. Dean sighed and bit a piece of it. "Make your plate so we can sit and talk about yesterday?"

Roman's eyes went a bit wide, he was trying to see if Dean remembered that's why he kept staring. But now that he obviously does and doesn't look fucking pissed sure they could talk. Roman made his plate of breakfast then sat across from the blonde. They ate in silence for a moment, Roman was so damn nervous. He didn't regret what he did though.

"What happened yesterday.." Dean swallowed his orange juice then looked Roman straight into the eyes. "Was an accident. It never happened okay?" Roman nodded and stared at Dean right back. "We will just move on..We were drunk and alcohol makes you do things." Roman nodded again then furrowed his brows when Dean kept staring at him. He was about to ask what he was looking at but Dean just looked down and continued to eat.

After that day weeks passed, it was a lot more quiet between Dean and Roman. Nat and Tyson had called Roman to see if he wanted to come to their BBQ and he said yeah because he could go for some ribs right now. Maybe he could see Seth, they haven't been really talking and Roman guessed it was because Randy got all of his attention and that was okay, that was good. Seth could finally have someone who wants him around all the time. Dean being Dean came because he's always hungry.

As Roman pulled up to the BBQ Dean got out in a hurry when he smelled the food. Roman chuckled to himself then got out the car and followed. Soon as h went into the house he saw so much more people he knew from high school and college. He lost Dean but he didn't try to go find him. Roman bumped into the Seth and frowned down at the younger man. He looked up a bit more and saw a taller man behind him with a smile.

"Hey, you must be Randy. Nice to meet you man, Roman." Roman held out his hand and Randy shook it with a firm grip. "You got a good one here." Roman smiled and Randy nodded and smiled then let Seth pull him through the crowd of people. Roman went into the kitchen area and saw Dean looking around while he ate potato chips and drunk beer. "Are you seriously that hungry?"

"Man I am. There are some hot chicks here."

"Be careful dude. I dated some girls here from college and they will make you run out the house."

"Usually it's the other way around Rome." Dean smirked when Roman gave him a confused look. Then the older man laughed loudly, when he caught Dean on his bed and that girl ran away. "Where's the food anyway?"

"Come with me." Roman started to walk and Dean followed right behind him. Somehow he ended up in front of Roman as they walked to the backyard. Roman got bumped and it made him bump against Dean's back side. Dean's face tingled and he looked at Roman. "Sorry got bumped." Dean shrugged it off and drowned the rest of his beer as they got outside.

Roman got greeted by Tyson and Nat as he came over, separating from Dean to go catch up with his friends. Dean look around then saw people eating so he went over by the grill and made himself a hot dog. Dean was in deep thought as he ate his hot dog, what he didn't know was that Roman was watching him with this look in his eyes. Roman really was starting to like Dean more and more. And what they both didn't know is that Seth was watching both of them from the other side of the yard while Randy was making him a plate of food. Seth didn't want Dean here, he didn't want Dean around Roman. Sure he was happy with Randy but in some way he felt like Roman was still his.

Randy came back and gave Seth a plate with two burgers and some ribs. "You alright?" Seth nodded and Randy kissed Seth on the lips. The kiss turned deep instantly and Seth almost dropped his plate of food. The kiss stopped when there was loud whistles thrown their way. Seth blushed then buried his head in Randy's neck while the older man chuckled deeply.

"I love it when you get shy."

"Shut up. I am not shy." Seth moved back and took a big bite out of his burger. His eyes met with Dean's gray eyes. He glared at him and Dean shook his head and laughed. Seth wanted to ask what was so funny but he decided not to. Dean was a fucking criminal in his eyes and that's all he would ever be. He didn't want to admit it but he was jealous of Dean, Roman was practically eye raping him when he wasn't looking.

Roman pointed at Dean and Dean pointed at the food and got a nod from Roman so he made him a big plate of food. Least he could do since Roman always makes dinner and breakfast every day for them both. Dean brought the plate over and Roman thanked him then pulled him down into the seat in the seat right by his. Dean was instantly put in the conversation, they liked his personality and how he could always find a joke in everything.

Soon the BBQ was over, it was night time now and Dean was getting into the car with Roman. They had so much fun and Dean hasn't had so much fun in a long time. Not since him and Sami would fuck up towns. As Roman drove off Dean closed his eyes and smiled.

"Did you have fun?" Roman deep voice made Dean open his eyes. Dean nodded and laughed a bit.

"Seth kept staring at me like he was planning on ways to kill and hide my body."

"Not surprised." Roman sighed and shook his head.

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing. It's nothing." Roman pulled up at his house and the two men got out of the car and headed inside the house. Dean went straight into his room that used to be the guest room. He had work in the morning, he accepted that job with Roman's cousins at the car shop. The pay would be good too.

Roman went to his room and quickly changed down to his briefs, he didn't know if he would call it a night now. Roman went down the hall to Dean's room and saw that the door was wide open. He went inside and saw that Dean was taking off his pants, the loose material falling down his hips and showing his real figure. Roman already has seen Dean naked and he's already seen his dick, he has seen it all but it just made his breath get caught in his throat.

"Are you just going to keep staring at me?" Dean bent over and took off his socks and Roman hummed deeply. Now Dean was fully in his briefs as he put his clothes away. Roman came in the room and stood behind the shorter man. He put his arms around his waist and Dean tensed up quickly but he said nothing. Roman put his head on Dean's shoulder and let one of his hands go up to rest on one of his pectorals. His other hand squeezed into Dean's hips gently. Dean grunted and squeezed his eyes shut. "Dammit Roman.." Dean's face flushed badly and Roman's did too as they stood in that position.

Dean put his hand on Roman's cheek then turned around to face him. "Quit it." He pushed Roman a bit hard but the blush wouldn't leave his face. "Stop that okay? Seriously. It's not a fucking joke." Even though Dean's words were serious Roman couldn't help but think how cute Dean was with that blush on his face. Dean's voice wasn't really serious it was shaky and deep.

"Okay. I'm sorry. You just know the way I feel.."

"Yeah and you know the way I feel. I'm not with it. I don't- I don't want that."

Roman nodded slowly. "Sorry."

Dean sighed and fell back on his bed. He didn't know what the fuck was going on anymore.