Turnaround

Part 19

Dean drunk the last of his beer then sat it down on the carpet as he looked at stuff on Roman's laptop. They've been home for two days now and Roman was quiet, way quieter. He left a lot too. Before Dean could even say a word to him sometimes Roman would just walk off or just leave for work. Dean honestly felt bad about what happened at the Cabin, he wanted to smack Seth and ask him why would he bring that shit up in front of everyone.

Dean wanted cheer Roman up but he didn't know how, he just didn't fucking know how. The man had depression on top of that. Medication he had to take as well. Just then Roman came through the front door and dropped a gym bag, he was sweaty. Dean eyed Ro, the man took off his tank top and dropped it to the floor as well. "You alright?" Dean asked finally.

"Yeah." Roman answered then went to his room for a shower. Dean rolled his eyes then clicked shut down on the black laptop before shutting it and moving it off his lap. He needed a plan, he missed Roman, talking, laughing, and hugging him..Kissing him..Holding him..Dean frowned at all the emotions suddenly hitting him.

"Fuck me." Dean whispered to himself.

It was night time now. Roman was in his bathroom mirror naked combing his hair on each side. That shower he took felt amazing. After he combed his hair he let the black damp curls part in the middle and fall over his shoulders. Then he stared at himself in the mirror, he squinted then a frown graced his features. "What's wrong with you?" He said to himself.

"I'll tell you what's wrong." Dean stepped into the bathroom behind Roman and wrapped his arms around his waist. "Nothing." Dean continued. "Nothing is wrong with the man that you see." He moved Roman's hair to one side and kissed his neck softly.

"Yes there is." Roman sighed then put his hands on the silver counter in front of him. He noticed Dean was only in a pair of fitted black briefs. Dean shook his head and held the older man tighter before he kissed up his neck slowly then licked down before sucking at the wet skin. Roman tilted his head and let out a soft breath."I don't know how you can deal with me."

"I should be saying that about myself." Dean replied after some seconds on sucking. "Roman."

"Yeah?" The Samoan looked at Dean in the mirror. they look good together.

"How would you feel if uhh." Dean cleared his throat and looked down. "If I tried out this whole..Relationship thing with you. Give it a go?" When Dean looked back into the mirror he smiled. Roman was smiling, not a regular smile but this warming smile that could make everyone melt. "And yes I'm serious."

"I would love that." Roman's smile got wider before he chuckled. "That makes me so happy."

"I figured. You're smiling hard as hell. I'm sorry about what happened at the cabin as well." Dean frowned. "Seth..I didn't know t-"

"Seth." Roman clenched his jaw. "Let's not talk about Seth." He shook his head slowly. "He has some serious ass problems. He's obsessed with me and obsessed with doing everything he can t get you the hell away from knows I want you. but he keeps denying and pushing it away. I don't know what his deal is. He has Randy. Well used to."

"Alright." Dean nodded then moved his arms off of Roman. He looked down Roman's body from the back and his eyes landed on his ass. Roman furrowed his brows and turned his head back to see what Dean was looking at, he cocked a brow then moved his hands back to grab Dean's hands. He put them on his hips and smiled.

"I'm your boyfriend now?" Roman started. "You can touch me anywhere you want." He slid Dean's hands down to his ass and watched as Dean licked his lips with a little blush on his cheeks. "A-and when the time comes you can have sex with me."

Dean looked up quickly to see Roman with a deep blush on his cheeks. "You're serious?"

"Why wouldn't I be?" Roman swallowed. "You'd be my first and I uh..I want that. Do you want that?" Dean nodded slowly and the blush on his cheeks colored even more. "But..Like I said we're taking it at your pace and you lead it all until you're officially comfortable and maybe after that.." Roman swallowed again. "Never mind."

"No wait." Dean shook his head quickly. "Tell me. What were you gonna say?"

"Maybe I could then take yours." Roman looked away when Dean didn't answer right away. Dean turned Roman around and hugged him tightly. Roman was shocked at first but he let his arms wrap around Dean slowly. "A hug?"

"Yeah." Dean whispered. "You can take it. The thought is scary as fuck but remember uh..Those dreams."

"Mhm." Roman nodded then nudged his nose against Dean's cheek to move his head over so they could look at each other. Dean's lips parted before he licked them again, he was fucking nervous.

"Those were about you fucking me. Like that one at the cabin I had."

"Was I any good?" Roman's raised his brows in curiosity. Dean nodded slowly and blinked a few times. "D-did you like all of it?"

"Yeah Ro. Of course I did. Wet dream." Dean coughed a bit then bit his bottom lip. "It was so good." He mumbled. He was getting so damn flustered. "It scared me, it just scares me to give myself over to someone. 'Cause this is all new and I just. I feel really hesitant in everything."

"It's okay." Roman replied in a whisper. The two men stared at each other for a moment before leaning in and kissing each other softly. Roman put his hands on Dean's cheeks and tilted his head so he could deepen the kiss. They moaned into the kiss as their tongues swirled around with each other slowly. Roman grunted when he felt a slap on his ass cheek. He stopped the kiss and Dean laughed.

"You have a really nice ass."

"Thanks?" Roman shook his head and looked down when he saw Dean's bulge. Then he looked at his own, he was fully hard already. "We should have some fun."

Dean panted hard as he rubbed the tip of his nose against Roman' were on Roman's bed pleasuring each other. Dean had both his and Roman's dick in his hand, stroking quickly. Roman put his hand around Dean's and helped. Everything was getting messy, their pre-cum gong all over their hands and down to their balls as they came closer to their climax.

"You're so fucking perfect Ambrose." Roman mumbled.

"Nah. I'm not." Dean swallowed and shook his head. "I'm a horrible fucker. Don't give me credit like that." and that made Roman chuckle. "But you're perfect."

"Am I?" Roman tilted his head and nudged Dean's nose a bit then smiled.

"For me." Roman was about to say something but Dean latched their mouths together and soon they both let out a muffled moan as they came all over each other's hands. After the two cleaned up Dean was about to go to his room but he looked at Roman who was sleeping with the covers half off of his body. He changed his mind and crawled into bed and got under the covers.

Roman opened his eyes a bit when Dean pulled the covers all the way on his body. "Sleeping with me tonight?" He asked in a deep sleep filled voice.

"Yeah. Don't get used to it."