Turnaround

Part 26

It was Christmas Eve and everyone was together having fun. Roman was eating in the kitchen with Randy, Jimmy, and Jey. Nattie,Tyson, and Naomi were by the tree getting the presents everyone had, it was almost time to open them. Dean and Seth were on the couch together talking, Seth was surprised. Dean was awesome. He was funny, charming, and weird.

"So, if it's not too personal. How is it?" Seth was sitting Indian-style in front of Dean with a bright excited smile. Dean cocked a brow and smiled. "You know what I'm talking about. Does it feel good?" He whispered then punched Dean's arm a bit.

"Um..Sex right? That's what we're talking about?" Seth nodded and Dean laughed. "I haven't tried it."

"What."

Dean chuckled. "He hasn't been all up in this." Dean hovered his hands between his legs and shook his head. "But I've been all up in that." His eyes traveled to Roman who was now standing in the hallway speaking to Jimmy about something. Seth followed Dean's eyes and saw that it landed on Ro's ass.

"Holy fucking shit, what!" Seth eyes went wide. "Did you know he was a virgin?" Seth scooted closer when Dean shushed him. "Sorry, sorry. But holy shit. How was it? How did that feel?"

"It's.." Dean closed his eyes. "It's amazing, Seth. I'm taking it you've never topped Dorito Tan."

"I never topped anyone.." Seth bit his bottom lip when Dean looked at him with raised brows.

"You better get on that man. Roman will be the only one I ever do that to, thinking about that with someone else makes me disgusted. I guess it just doesn't feel like a relationship, it feels like we're still like I don't know..Best friends. I like it that way."

"I understand." Seth nodded. "Like, have you been fingered by him?"

"Jesus Seth." Dean cackled and covered his mouth when Roman cocked a brow over to him, he didn't want him to come over and ask what they were talking about. "Yes." He whispered. "Stop with these questions dude." Seth laughed then put his hands on his cheeks and his elbows on his thighs.

"Just askin'. It's shocking. Okay, a few more."

"Alright." Dean bit his thumb nail, waiting for the questions.

"Are you scared to give yourself over to him?"

Dean looked down and frowned, he was quiet for a moment. "Yes." He mumbled. "I am scared."

"Why?" Seth hummed deeply and looked back at Roman who was laughing. "He won't hurt you." Seth looked back at Dean who was playing with his fingers like it was the most interesting thing he has ever done in his life. "You do know that right?"

"Yeah but like.." Dean shrugged. "I'm just scared, what if he does hurt me. Not when we're doing that but like after and what we have ends." Dean was actually worried, they've both been hurt in their past and he didn't know what he would do without Roman now. Like what else is there? Where does he go? Because no one likes him, he isn't liked. But for some reason, Roman just likes him so much. "I sound like a fucking chick."

"It's okay. Don't think about that. Don't do that. Roman really likes you. Like he really really likes you. If he does hurt you, it's by accident. He's a little injured butterfly that's trying fix himself, but he can't. Not without you man." Seth saw Roman coming over so he got up. "Here he is now." Seth snickered when Dean gave him a glare.

"Asshole!" Dean called out.

"Bitch!" Seth flipped him off as he went into the kitchen. Roman sat where Seth was sitting then leaned into Dean, bumping their noses. Dean knew what the older man wanted so he pecked him a few times on the lips then rubbed his finger under Roman's chin to lift his head up.