My Angel ~ a dan howell x reader fanfic

Leave me

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I opened my eyes. His room was so empty. Off white walls, paired with a matching desk and bed. Those were the only pieces of furniture he had. The only thing that seemed to be colorful was the blanket he had placed on me. It was red and black plaid. It made me think of my old school uniform. Before I could get into deeper thought, Ambriel came in.

"Morning," He said, leaning against the doorway.

"Morning Ambriel, look I'm sorr-"

"It's okay (y/n). I understand you didn't mean what you said, it was in the moment. Am I right?" He looked at me. I silently nodded. He knows me too well.

"You should get going to your apartment. I can escort you if you'd like?" He asked, holding a hand out.

"Uhm, no I'm okay." The thought of hungover Dan and Phil came to me, so I wanted to go alone. "But thank you" I added, still feeling bad for what I had done the previous night.

"(Y/n)! Wait!" Ambriel had grabbed my hand. His larger rough hands against mine were such a contrast.

"I-I was wondering if you'd like to go on a date with me? Sometime? Possibly?" He smiled weakly. I didn't know what to say. I didn't like Ambriel that way. But I couldn't decline, I'd feel horrible.

"Oh, uhm. Yes. I would love to." I said, almost sarcastically.

"Great! Tomorrow, come here at nine." He smiled and let go of my hand. I smiled back and headed home.

I appeared in Dan's room, he was at his desk editing a video. It took a minute for him to notice me.

"Oh! (Y/n)." He said, not sounding too good.

"Dan are you okay?" I asked a bit concerned.

"Just a shitty hangover. I'll be fine." He clicked a few things on the screen, then removed his headphones and faced me. "Where have you been?"

"Oh, no where. Angel shit" I responded, "so, what's the video for?"

Dan started to explain his video, even showed me some editing tips. We had sat there all day, joking and having fun. So much so Dan had passed out, on his chair. I had Phil help me onto his bed.

"Goodnight (y/n)!" Phil said as he left the room. I waved back at him. 
I turned to Dan. He was so peaceful. I pulled up the covers with the last of my energy and sat up on the dresser.

"Goodnight, Dan." and off to 'sleep' I went.

I awoke to an empty room, the sheets disheveled in Dan's morning get up. I made my way to the living room, where the boys enjoying some cereal.

"Good morning." I said, fake stretching.

"Wow you're actually tired?" Dan said, giggling a bit.

"No. Just wanted to make it more authentic for you." I smiled and sat with them. "What's the cereal of choice today?" I asked.

"Lucky charms!" Phil said, shoving another spoonful into his mouth.

"Pure sugar. What a healthy breakfast." I eyed the bowl of cereal and marshmallows.

"Yeah whatever," Dan said. "It tastes good." 

I plopped down on the counter, as much as an angel could, and placed my chin in my hand. I watched them eat for a while, wishing I could sit down and join them.

"Hey, do you want to something today?" Phil asked me and I shrugged.

"What's the point, it's not like I can leave here anyways, if you want to go somewhere you can just leave me here," I said. Dan gave me a questioning look. I had my date with Ambriel later and it would be better if they weren't here. "Yeah honestly all you guys ever do is stay in with me, why don't you go out!!"

"If I didn't know any better I would think you're trying to get us out of the house," Dan said.

"No, of course not," I lied.

"So you wouldn't mind us staying home?"

"I wouldn't, I was just suggesting," I said.

It of course ended up nearing the time of mine and Ambriel's date. I wanted to get out without Dan and Phil noticing, I really didn't want to make a scene. Plus they had been so nice to me, I felt so bad ditching them. But then again I always had that nagging feeling that they were stuck with me. Technically they are stuck with me, quite literally. Even in the afterlife my anxiety still stuck.

Maybe if I just open a portal quickly and explain later when I come back, that will be better. I can come up with an excuse. What am I saying? Did they even care where I went?

I decided on explaining later and opened a portal.  I placed one foot through before I heard the door open. So maybe not.

"Where are you going?" I glanced back, stepping out of the portal. Should I have pretended not to hear? Too late for that now.

"Oh, just angel things." Dan raised an eyebrow.

"Like what?"

"I'm just meeting up with a head angel, Ambriel," I said.

"Why?"

"I've been especially mean to him lately and when he asked me on a date I couldn't say no okay? That's where I'm going." I hadn't meant for it to come across so harsh, but it did and now I found myself in an entirely different situation.

"I was just asking, considering you're a supernatural being and all, I'm not really sure what you do, and I just wanted to know," he said, his tone upset and frustrated.

"I--"

"You know what, you don't need to check in with us about things anymore, seeing as it's such a hassle."

"N--"

"Enjoy your date, go enjoy being dead why don't you? Like I care. Bye (y/n)." I opened my mouth, holding my hand out to stop him but he just turned and shut the door on me. My hand evaporated and fell to my side a sad look on my face.

Why had he gotten so mad about that?

Throwing in that I was dead? That was low. He knows exactly how much I wish I wasn't, how much it tortures me to live like this. And he just threw it in my face in his moment of anger. So what I hadn't checked in with him? So what I had plans with someone else?

I may be stuck here, but I sure as hell don't have to feel like it all the time.

I turned, now upset and worried, walking into the portal and closing it. I made my way somberly to a date I didn't want to be at, finding Ambriel waiting for me.

"You look sluggish, is it being away from home?" He asked.

"That place, is not my home," I said.

"I'm sorry, I knew that, I shouldn't have said anything. Shall we go and get your mind off whatever is bothering you so much?"

Dan was tempered, I knew that from living with him for this short time, and I, being the stubborn person I was, knew that we would run into trouble. But I was allowed to do other things without him getting bent out of shape about it.

And so rudely might I add.

He had no right to remind me of the physical and mental prison just because I didn't mention where I was going before.

Jerk.

I glanced up at Ambriel who was awaiting my response. I let out a breath and grabbed his hand to his surprise.

"Where to?"

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