I'm trying. Im trying to be strong. I'm trying not to cry everytime I see you. I'm trying to let you go. I'm trying not to be consumed with insanity as I watch her complete your world in ways I never could. I'm trying. I promise you I'm happy for you. I trust you made the right decision. I believe that you will be happier like this. However, I cant believe it when I say your not mine and I can't trust myself right now. I trust you more than I trust myself and it's a shame you aren't holding the gun.
~Rose 2018
