I hate you.. I think.

Chapter 10!

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"Listen, Savannah! I was gonna call you. i really was. it just slipped my mind" Cody says.

"oh yeah? Well you can let the thought of us dating slip your mind too, because it is never gonna happen." i say.

"Savannah, listen. i'm really sorry. I know you're angry.. and you have every right to be.. i'm really sorry."

"Yeah, well. I'm sorry that i ever agreed to going on a date with you. goodbye cody" i say.. i felt the tears in my eyes. 

i hand the phone to Alli and she says "I got to go, Cody... see you at 6.." and then she hung up.

"Savannah, i know you're upset and i undertsand. he should've called and he was going to i promise. But let me tell you one thing. He loves you. He would not stop talking about this beautiful, amazing, flawless, and perfect mystery girl that he literally ran into on the beach. yeah, that was you. When he saw you at the bottem of the stairs that day when i met you at the mall his face lit up. he looked so happy. When he got back from walking you home last night, there was nothing but smiles on his face. When he gets a text from you it's like all of his dreams just came true. He blushes everytime you talk to him. Do you really not see it, savannah? i've NEVER seen my brother so in love with someone. He would do anything for you. Anything. Even my parents talk about how much happier cody has been for the past couple of days. When i hung up the phone a second ago, cody was crying. i haven't seen or heard him cry in years. He's not like every other guy, Cody is a gentleman. He wants to take you out on fancy dinners, take you surfing, watch cute movies with you, send you good morning and goodnight texts, but most of all he wants to make you the happiest girl in the world. Savannah, if it were up to him you guy swould be at the beach right now, but it's not.. There was a last minute interview he had to do to promote "Paradise". He feels horrible about this whole thing. It's 3 o'clock now... Cody's plane comes in at 6, so i have to go. Please think about everything i said.." she said as she hugged me. then she walked out of my door.

Little did Cody know that i felt the same way.... but i'm really hurt that he "Forgot to call me". I just can't keep getting hurt like this. So, we move on. I will continue to be the girl that everyone ignores and cody will be the guy everyone wants. He will forget about me. he will. It's not like we had anything serious. I guess that's my final desision... just move on, Savannah.