I hate you.. I think.

Chapter 27!

I quickly stand up and lean against the wall. I didn't know what to say. So i didn't say anyhthing. i just looked at the ground and tried to come up with something to say. 

"Savannah, i know you're upset with me. I understand.. i really do. But i can't stand this. I can't stand the feeling of you hating me! i love you and i made a few mistakes i know but i'm begging Savannah, please. Just give me another chance.. please."

"Cody, how many times do i have to tell you. I dont hate you.." i say not looking up. " it hurt Cody.. When you accused me of cheating on you. I hope you know that i would NEVER do that to you. I know how bad it hurts and i would never put the person i love through that. It also hurt when you went to Kylie for "Advice".. i wish you would have just came and talked to me.. i was actually coming to talk to you but you were talking to her..."

"i know. I know how bad i messed up and i'm soooo mad at myself for it. I shouldn't have gone to her for advice but i didn't know who else to talk to.. it was clear you didn't want to talk to me.."

"But that's not true. I did want to talk to you but i didn't know what to say.."

"I'm sorry, savannah. if i could take it all back i would."

I didn't say andthing but i felt tears in my eyes.

"Meeting you was one of the best things that have ever happened to me, savannah." Cody says.

"tell me something... if you could would you go back to the day that you ran into me on the beach and change what happened?" i ask.

"No, i wouldn't change a thing. savannah can i ask you a question?" 

"yeah" i answer.

"If you could change what happened that day... would you? would you go back and make it to where we never met and you would still hate that annoying australian singer. Would you make it so where you were never my girlfriend? would you make it so where you never even knew me? would you make all of it go away?" he says and i see tears fall from his eyes. It broke my heart to see him cry. No matter how upset i was with him, i loved him. To see him hurt, hurt me even more. 

"Honestly, Cody....." i say. He had a hurt look in his eyes. "no. I wouldn't change anything. i don't know why you liked me. i was so rude to you.. i treated you horribly yet you still gave me a chance. i don't get it."

"i liked you becuase i could tell that you were an amazing girl. I didn't get why you hated me but i wonder why you gave me a chance. " he says.

"I gave you a chance because.. you are perfect.. You are so sweet, such a gentleman, and everything that i wanted in a guy. I don't know how we got here but i hate Cole even more than i did before because he messed this all up."

"if i ever see him then he better watch out," Cody says.

I laugh.

"One thing i realized last night when i couldn't fall asleep is that We all make mistakes... even the people we love.. but we have to move on. We can't sit there and let those mistakes ruin our relationship. I realized that Cole is getting what he wanted. His goal was to break us up and Cody, i let him do it, i let him walk all over me Again. I'm so stupid. i blamed it all on you when it was his fault. I hate myself so much..." i say and sit down on the floor and try not to cry even more than i already was.

Cody sits down on the groud next to me.

"Savannah, you're not Stupid. he is. He is stupid to beleive that this could really ruin our relationship. yes, yesterday i believed it did but we can work this all out i know we can."

"why?" i ask.

"why what?" cody asks with a confused look on his face.

"why are you trying so hard to make this work with me when you could have any other girl?"

"Because none of them are you. You are the only one i want to be with, savannah."

"Really?"

"Really. I love you and i just want to this all to stop. I want to just go back to the way it was before.."

"So do i."

"In that case, Montgomery. Can i ask you a very important question?" he ask.

"Of course, Simpson."

"Will you make me the happiest boy in the world and be my girlfirend.. again?" he ask with a smile on his face. It was good to see him smile again.

"Umm.. i don't know.." i say.

Cody looks at me with a confused look.

"Calm down, i was just kidding! I would love to be your girlfriend again, Cody!" i say.

He smiles agian but with his teeth that time. It was one of the cutest things ever. He gives me a huge hug and it felt so good to be in his arms again. I missed it.. a lot. We finally both pulled away from the hug and looked at each other, We both leaned in and our lips touched. We both pulled away at the same time and looked at each other again.

"want to go swimming?" Cody ask me. 

"That sounds like fun!.. but i don't have a bathing suit here" i say.

 "just borrow one of Alli's she won't care" he says walking out of the room.

"haha okay, shut the door please!" i say.

"okay! hey meet me at the pool when you're ready. just go out the back door."

"okay, thanks, Codes!"

I look in the drawer where i knew Alli kept her bathing suits. I looked at what seemed like thousands of bikinis and then i found a really cute one from hollister and decided to wear that one. I put it on and then checked my phone. I had one new text.

From Kenzie: Hey, girly! how are ya? I miss you bunches! <3

I decide to respomd to her later since Cody is probably downstairs waiting for me. I take off my bracelets and necklace and set them down on my stuff and then head downstairs. I walk down the stairs and to the backdoor.i open it up to reveal a beautiul backyard with an amazing pool. this may be crazy but i have never seen their backyard before. haha.

i walk out and close the back door and look around to find Cody.

"Codes?" i say.

Then next thing i knew i felt 2 arms hug me from behind. I pull away from the hug and give him a kiss on the cheek. 

"Lookin good, Savannah!" Cody says. 

"Oh you like it?" I ask referring to the bikini i picked out from Alli's drawer full of bathing suits.

"love it." he says. "Well, what are we waiting for? lets go swimming!"

"Umm i think i'm gonna tan for a few minutes then we can swim." i say and go sit down in a beach chair.

I wasn't there for long, thought. Cody picked me up and threw me over his shoulder and ran towards the pool.

"CODY! NO STOP IT! AHH! CODY!" i scream and laugh.

He twils me around and i scream.

"CODY PLEASE PUT ME DOWN"

next thing i knew me and Cody were both in the water. I came up from underwater and found Cody. I jumped on his back and laughed. I got down and  Cody turned around so he was facing me. He ran his fingers through his hair attemping to fix it. I lean in to where our lips are only an inch apart and then say

"Let's race."

"Oh.. that's how you wanna play!" Cody says as we both walk over to the side of the pool/.

"Okay you ready?" i ask.

"Wait! I say if i win you have to kiss me and if you win you have to kiss me"

"I like how you think" i say and we both laugh.