I hate you.. I think.

Chapter 25!

"Savannah! Please wait." Cody yells and start to follow me out of the house.

I turn around with tears flooding down my face. "what, Cody?"

"I should have asked you what happened before i went off on you but you have to agree it didn't look good.... I just don't understand why you're so angry with me."

"Yeah, well you didn't. You don't know why i'm angry? maybe it's because i walk into your house and the first thing you do is accuse me of Cheating on you, Cody! i don't believe that you would even think i would do that to you. I don't know how you got the picture but i'm glad you did because it showed me that my own boyfriend didnt trust me. If it was you i would have asked you to explain before i started accusing you of cheating. You know how bad he hurt me... i would never do that to you. Cody, i think that we should just end this. we should have never even started this. Me and you are just not meant to be obviously. yes, i love you but i can't be with someone who doesn't trust me.. I'm sorry"

"savannah, please. Can we just talk about this? You're just mad.at me right now i get that but it doesn't have to be over,"  Cody says with tears coming from his eyes as well. this made me cry even more. I had never seen him cry before.

"Cody.. talking about it is not going to change what happened.. yes, i'm upset with you but if you didn't trust me today then i don't think you ever will. I think that we just need to end it. Just let's move on. You could have any girl in the world Cody. Just forget about me."

"But i don't want to be with them Savannah! i want to be with you." He says.

"Yeah, i want a boyfriend who actually trusts me but looks like that's not going to happen either. Goodbye Cody." i say and walk out of the door just as i had the day we first met.

yeah, it hurt to do that, but it hurt when he accused me of cheating on him. I would NEVER have done that to him. I know how bad it hurts and i would never want him to go through that. He doesn't trust me and i can't be with someone like that. No matter how much i loved him.

I Walked out of the house not exactly knowing where i was going but i ended up on the beach. The same beach where i first met cody, where he didn't show up that one time, where we had out first official date, where i hung out with Alli just hours before.. and where the photo of me and Cole was taken. I sat down on the sand and just cried. I loved Cody more than anyone could imagine but i have to just move on. i don't think we were meant to be and this wasn't the way i wanted to find that out but it's better to know sooner than later.

I held my face in my hands and just cried my eyes out. I heard someone walking towards me but didn't look up. I felt an arm around me and removed my face from my hands to see who it was. It was Alli. She gave me a hug.

"Alli.. "

"what, girl?" 

" Promise me that this won't change our friendship.."

"i promise. we were friends when you hated him before and we can do it again.."

"He is okay, right."

"yeah.. he is in his room.. He's really upset and angry at himself because he knows that he shoudln't have accused you of that.. so that is what happened earlier that you didn't want to tell me?"

"I didn't want to think about it. i just wanted to forget it. I don't know who sent Cody the picture.. i don't know who would want to break us up that bad..."

"i do.."

"what? who?" i ask.

"It was Cole.. he set the whole thing up. he had his friend take the picture and he sent it to Cody.."

"how do you know?"

"Cody replied and asked who it was and  the message he got back was "Well, let's just say Savannah is mine and i want her back. so back off." So we're assuming it was Cole himselft.. "

"What? he actually thinks i'm going to go back to him..? i wouldn't cheat on him.. you know that right?" my voice starting to crack.

"i know, girl. It's okay..." she said and i lean on her shoulder. "i know this isn't probably something you want to hear but my mom said that your mom called and she had to go on a business trip for a like a week so you are staying with us.."

"Oh, that's cool.." i say. I knew that meant that i was going to have to see Cody a lot but i guess it's something i need to get used to..

"C'mon girl. Let's go back to my house. Cody's not there he is at his album listening party so you don't have to worry about him right now"she says.

"okay.." 

We walk back to the Simpson's house and we go straight to Alli's room.

"Alli, do you think i should have forgave him.. did i do the wrong thing?"

"Girl, honestly i would have been upset if it was my boyfriend accusing me of cheating when i wasn't. I understand why you did what you did, Cody does too." She says back,

"i just can't be with someone who doesn't trust me.he obviously doesn't.."

"I get it, girl. how bout we go watch a movie?" she says,

"sounds good!"  i say. Anything to get my mind off Cody..

"Titanic?" she ask.

"yeah!" i say and we head down to the living room.

"hey, Alli i don't have any clothes here so i guess i have to borrow yours all week hahah!" 

she laughs "yeah it's all good! We have the same style so it's cool"

"haha thanks, girly!" i say.

We get to the living room and i sit down on the couch. Alli puts the movie in the DVD player and then goes to make some popcorn. I decide to check my Phone.

Texts:

From mom: Hey, Hun! Have fun at the simpson's house this week. Don't kiss the boy too much ;)"

.. no worries there, mom...

From Cody: I'm sorry Savannah. I respect your decision but i hope we can still be friends"

.. i don't even know  if it's possible to just be friends with him..  i think to myself.

From Kenzie: Hey, girly! Skype me soon i have tons to tell you. I miss you bunches. Tell Cody i say hey! :)"

... I have tons to tell her too...

From Cole: I'm sorry to hear about your break up! if you need a shoulder to cry on i'm here for you, babe."

... how does he even know? whatever..

Alli walks in with a bowl of popcorn and some sodas. She sits down next to me. The movie starts and we don't even really watch the movie we just talked about how cute jack looked. hahaha then we talked about fashion and i was trying to help Alli come up with a new blog for her website when the front door opens. I look over and see my boyfriend.. i mean ex boyfriend Cody. I look at the ground and i feel the tears come to my eyes. This is gonna me a great week.