I hate you.. I think.

Chapter 13!

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i was so upset. My best friend is movie. i was a jerk to Cody for no reason. I'm such a horrible person.

I was so upset. i just started walking. My mind didn't know where i was going, but my feet did. After 15 minutes i was standing in front a familar door. I was at the Simpson house. I knock on the door. I wait for like a minute, then the door swung open. I don't know who i wanted to answer the door but i was kind of happy when Cody did. He looked perfect as usual. I kinda looked around awkwardly. "Do you want to come in?" cody asked me. "Umm yeah.. i was wondering if Alli was here" i say. I could tell he has been crying. probably from the things i said to him. "No, she's at Madison's house" he says. "Oh.. okay.. i guess tell her i stopped by i guess" i say. I don't know what came over me but my tears began falling from my eyes again. "savannah, are you ok?" he says with a concerned tone. "no, cody. I'm actually not.." i say. He pulls me into a hug. it made me feel a lot better believe it or not. He held me for like 10 minutes. I pulled away from the hug and realized i got tears and make up all over his plain white tee shirt. "I'm sorry about that." i say and point to the makeup and tears. 

"it's ok, savannah." he says with a smile. "Now do you want to tell me what happened?" he asks me.

" Yeah, can we sit down" i reply.

"yeah, of course" he says as we sit down on their couch in the living rooom.

"so, i was at the park thinking about what i said to you this morning and i feel so horrible, cody. i'm really sorry. There is a reason why i was so upset. i am scared of getting hurt again..."

"Again?"

"Yeah, My first boyfriends name was cole. He was the first boy i truly loved. And we had been dating for 7 months when i found out the whole time we were together he was cheating on my with a girl who i thought was one of my best friends. I was really hurt, Cody. I'm scared it's going to happen again. That's why i overreacted when you forgot me.. i guess it reminded me of what happened with cole... i'm really sorry, Cody." i say. tears were coming from my eyes.

"Savannah, i'm sorry that he treated you like that. no girl deserves that. My goal in life is to be the coplete oppisite of that guy, i want to be a gentleman. I really was going to call you.. i promise."

" i know, Cody.. trust me i know. I'm so sorry. I know you probably won't forgive me for the things i said.. they were pretty horrible.. "

"That's not true, Savannah. I do forgive you.."

"why?"

"Because. i want to be with you. you had a reason for saying those things... you weren't just saying it to be a jerk. i really do understand, savannah" cody says. "So, this is when i'm gonna ask you for a second chance. Let me take you on a date. I promise i will show up this time!" he says.

i laugh and then say "I would love that, Simpson." 

"You still look sad.. why?" Cody asked me.

"Well, that wasn't the only reason i'm upset... about an hour ago i found out that the girl i have been calling my best friend for 12 years is moving to Florida for good..." i say.

"Wait, Mackenie is moving?"

"yes, on sunday." 

"Savannah.. all i can say is i'm sorry.. and i do understand what it's like to be so far away from your friends. it's hard but you guys will still be best friends. don't let distance ruin that." he said.

He looked into my eyes and we both leaned in. then his lips were pressed against mine. Then we heard the door shut and we jumped up. 

"Alli! hey!" i says and whipe off my lips.

"Umm hey, guys... didn't expect to see you guys here.. together.. " she says.

"yeah, i came here to see you but you weren't here..." i say...

"Yeah, i was hanging out with Madison.. she's going to canada for a couple wees to film her tv show."

"Yeah.. it stinks when your bestfriend leaves.." i say. Alli looked confused.

"I'll tell her later" cody says. He knew i fi told her i would break down again.

"Thanks, Cody!" i say.

"so.. umm.. savannah! you should sleep over tonight!" 

"yeah, Savannah you should." Cody says with a smirk.