I hate you.. I think.

Chapter 11!

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Little did Cody know that i felt the same way.... but i'm really hurt that he "Forgot to call me". I just can't keep getting hurt like this. So, we move on. I will continue to be the girl that everyone ignores and cody will be the guy everyone wants. He will forget about me. he will. It's not like we had anything serious. I guess that's my final desision... just move on, Savannah.

It's 6 o'clock. that means Cody is back in L.A... But i shouldn't be thinking about him. I'm supposed to be moving on. i decide to go on a walk to you know clear my head. I put on my sandals and walk out of my house. i look horrible. make up smeared all over my face. in sweatpants. plain white tank top. hair up in a messy bun. I walk for like 20 minutes then i stop at a park. i sit on the swings and just cry. i want to forget him. i really do. But i can't. Alli was right. About everything. Cody is a gentleman. he is so sweet, but i've been hurt and let down before and it can't happen again. it just can't. But, it wasn't Cody's fault that he had to do the interview.. but he should've called. 

There is only one person in the world who would know what to do in this situation. Mackenzie. You see, i haven't quite told her about me even knowing cody none the less going on a date with him. I decide to call her.

ring. ring. ring. please answer, kenzie. After 3 rings i hear a familar voice. a voice i haven't heard in days. My best friends voice. "Savannah?" 

"Kenzie, I'm sorry i haven't talked to you in a couple days. there's been a lot going on and i really want to tell you everything but not over the phone. i need to see you. I'm at the park on 5th street.. can you please come up here? i miss you like crazy!" i say. i felt the tears in my eyes. i miss her so much.

"Yeah, Savannah! is everything okay? and i miss you too!" she says sounding a little worried

"yeah i'm fine i guess.. i just need your amazing kenzie advice. you're gonna freak out when i tell you what it's about though... see you soon?" i say.

"Yes, 5 minutes." she says and hangs up.

I have no idea what i'm gonna tell her.. 

Kenzie arrived 5 minutes later. just like she said. i run up to her and give her a hug! "i have so much to tell you... " i say. we sit down on the swings. "okay, spill" she says.

"So, remember that day when we went to the beach but you had to leave early?" I started. She replied with "yeah" "Well, That's the day that Cody Simpson carried the girl on the beach... he was carrying her because he literally ran into her and knocked her out..." i say. "How do you know that?" she asks me. "I know that because... i was the girl he was carrying." She looked shocked i continue to tell her what happened from then. "So, he took me to his house.. when i woke up i kinda freaked out.. and i was kinda mean to him because we all know that i do.. not.. like him. at all. and so then i went to the mall later that day and i met this really sweet and amazing girl. her name is Alli. So we hung out and i decided to sleep over at her house.. well little did i know that it was Cody's house becuase Alli is his sister. So umm that night.. we watched a scary movie and i dug my face into his arm when i got scared.. that's the first time i ever considered liking cody. later that night we played truth or dare.. and Alli dared cody to kiss me and.. umm.. he did. It was really awkward.. later that night Alli told me he liked me alot so i went to talk to him about it and he kissed me again. then the next morning i went to talk to him.. and something changed.. i kissed him.." Her mouth was open from shock "Yeah.. and i agreed to go on a date with him.. the date was supposed to be today at 10.. but he didn't show up.. he apparently had a interview in New York.. but he didn't call he didn't call me.. he said it slipped his mind... i don't know what to do cause i really like him, but i don't want to get hurt again.."

"Savannah, it's clear you're upset about this.. but i know why. You think every Guy is going to be like Cole, Cole was is my ex-boyfriend. he was cheating on me the whole time we were together.., But i can tell you something. Cody is different. Trust me. He's not like cole. He had an interview.. he wasn't running off to be with another girl... so, if you're asking me for my advice i'd say give him another chance.." She says. The sad part is everything she just said was true.