You know that gut wrenching, head spinning, terror inducing feeling you had as a child when your mom or dad would turn the lights off muttering to you a tired goodnight as they shut the door to your room leaving you to bask in silence and darkness?
That feeling when you just watched a scary movie and now you have to sleep alone?
Or when you watch a thought inducing heart wrenching creepy conspiracy theory on YouTube?
Yeah....yeah that one...that feeling. Scares you shitless sometimes doesn't it?
Try having that feeling every waking moment you are on this earth. When you feel as though the walls of your life had come crashing down on you.
You try to call for help but it's like you just can't seem to get the lucid terrorizing thoughts out of your head.
"The blood....oh fuck the blood...shit..that's a lot of damn blood"
"Maybe if I just swallow them at once..."
"I could always just jump..."
"Should I swerve into that car over there...."
"What if I just wrap it a bit tighter.."
"Pulling a trigger shouldn't be that hard..."
Fuck...when will it stop? Theses thoughts go on but it really gets scary at night.
When you're alone by yourself.they get really bad .i mean one swipe of the blade and it's over.
Yeah...let me sleep on it...but here I leave you with this....
my monsters come out at night....what about yours?
