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AS MY LEGS WERE TANGLED IN THE SHEETS,
My head was spinning, and my heart racing.
For the first time since I was released, I had a nightmare, and I knew these were just the beginning.
I was petrified to go back to sleep, and knew I wasn't getting anymore tonight.
I was beyond tired, and barley knew what I was doing, before picking up my phone and sending a text.
ʙʀɪsᴛᴏʟ hey are you up? 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 1:16 𝙖𝙢
I placed my phone back down on the nightstand of my old bedroom at my parents house.
My Boston apartment was turned into a crime scene to say the least, and I wasn't aloud inside to get what i needed. My mom was barley aloud in after arguing with a police officer.
My phone's dinging brought me out of my thoughts, and I scrambled to pick up my phone before reading the message.
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ yeah what's up are you ok? 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:20𝙖𝙢
I sighed, with my hands shaking before typing out the next message
ʙʀɪsᴛᴏʟ i just need somebody to get my mind off of everything 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:23 𝙖𝙢
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ what happened?? 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:24 𝙖𝙢
ʙʀɪsᴛᴏʟ a bad dream 𝙙𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 1:26 𝙖𝙢
the next message caught me off guard.
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ come over to the apartment 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:30 𝙖𝙢
ʙʀɪsᴛᴏʟ jake i can't 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:32 𝙖𝙢
ʙʀɪsᴛᴏʟ i'm at my parents and when they find i'm not at the house in the morning they are going to freak out. 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:33 𝙖𝙢
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ leave a note or something bris 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:36 𝙖𝙢
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ please come over 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:36 𝙖𝙢
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ i miss you... a lot 𝙚𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧 ; 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩
ʙʀɪsᴛᴏʟ leave the door unlocked and make sure mcavoy and carlo don't think i'm an intruder 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 1:40 𝙖𝙢
ᴊᴀᴋᴇ done
I packed my bag for the night, before writing out a note placing it on the kitchen counter, and leaving my parents house to jake's.
We had been talking a bit more like normal people instead of bickering since he's out on concussion protocol, and i'm out on leave.
He was becoming one of my closest friends and the two of us didn't even realize it.
