Forbidden love

Part 5: Confession

Pic of Jeremy Travic

          When I got into the woods I just ran. I was getting used to the transformation. It felt normal, I didn't want to leave. I ran to this lake two miles from our house. Its were I always ran to escape from everyone. It was just far enough from the range the other wolves and jeremy could not smell me. So I laid next to the lake and just stared out into the distance, it was calming, and beautiful.

          I remember when I was a kid, Jeremy would take me to this playground back in town. He would swing me on the swings and put me on his back and chase the other kids around. I loved that, and sometimes, even miss it. Back then everyone knew Jeremy's name. Everyone liked him, they way he was with kids, how he always tried to help. I would always go down to that playground with him every Wednesday. Until he became pack Alpha. I guess it was maybe stress but he certainly has changed. For the better I always thought, people needed him. Other wolves needed someone to look up too. After the previous Alpha died, Jeremy was the only other option. None of the other wolves had the ability to lead or wanted too, or were unfit. The Alpha council wouldn't let it. In the distance of the lake I saw two eagles flying above the water. They were most likely mates as eagles never flew together. Seeing them fly together made me happy. Even before I went threw my first change. I always loved life and nature. It really was a beautiful thing.

          Seeing the two mates made me think of Aiden. What happened in the locker rooms didnt seem real, like the stereotype filled romance movies you watch on tv. I hope it wasnt. I heared about how wolves have a chosen mate from birth. That when you find yours that its the best feeling in the world. That no one could ever replace them. Some even tried running from it because they didnt want their love affair to be pre determined. They couldnt run from it though. I didnt care though, I wanted a loyal mate that loved me unconditionally. To be with someone, to be with Aiden. From what we felt, from what I felt in the locker rooms was real. I cant keep running from it. If he is my mate, what does that mean about my pack. I dont know if they would aprove even if it is my mate. Especially Jeremy being my blood father, he was always avoiding love for some reason. Even mentioning it made him upset. Even when he tried to hide the emotion, I could see it in his eyes. How could someone hold back there feelings for so long?

          I stood up and got ready to turn around when I smelled a familar scent. One that made me want to run to it. Aiden was close by, but why? I started to run in that direction to find out why. In two minutes the scent of him was strong, so I stopped running. I snuck behind a tree as I saw him. Being in wolf form I was able to stay low. He was with someone, that girl from his house the last time I was there. Why were them two in the woods? If jeremy found out they were this close to the woods he would have them hunted and brought to the house for questioning. I couldn't let that happen!

"Do you feel that?"

"Yeah, someones watching us."

I walked out from hiding as Aiden immediately saw me. We locked eyes and he looked to the girl and said "do you remember him." She looked at me for a minute and then remembered me from their house.

"Yes I do, why is it here?"
She said with this angry look.

          I walked up to aiden as I knew he wouldnt do anything. I tugged on the cuff of his shirt telling him that I wanted them to follow. I wasnt sure if he got the message as he pulled back slightly before I pulled on his cuff. He thought I was gonna bite him for a second. He should know that a vampire cannot be turned. Only a human can be changed.

"I think he wants us to follow him."

"Are you crazy! Follow a werewolf?"

"Listen we need to follow him, he wouldnt be trying to unless it was important!"