Forbidden love

Part 16: Revenge

I was downstairs sitting in the kitchen. Since I couldn't sleep I just came down here. Aiden helped a little bit, but not enough to actually get sleep. What happened to Jeremy was my fault. It was fate that me and Aiden were together. So was Jeremy's death, fate as well. I couldn't stop thinking that, what happened was my fault, that I could've done something. It was one in the morning and im sitting alone crying. For just being alpha I've fucked up a lot already. I could've ran outside. Maybe then Jeremy wouldn't have to die. He would still be here, with everyone. Annabella and chase wouldn't be sad. We could've just taking down that mutt together, he didn't have to stick up for me. He didn't have to lie. I need him here, I cant do this alone!

"Are you alright?"

I wiped my tears and looked to see Sebrina looking at me with tears in her eyes.

"Why are you crying Sebrina?"

"Because I had family in my old pack, I had dreams, good dreams. Did you lose someone?"

"I lost my dad before I found you or you found me."

          She walked over and sat acrossed the kitchen table from me. She reached into her jacket she was wearing. It was a light blue denim jacket. It was annabellas old jacket. She pulled out a photo and handed it to me.

"Its my brother and my mate, Marco and my mates name was Kevin. They always got along. Marco was 10 before he was killed. He d-died in my arms. Kevin died shortly after that from a wound he got from fighting one of the mutts."

"Im sorry to hear that. I hope you can feel at home eventually." "What about that dream, why did you wake up if they were good?"

"I woke up crying, I want them back!"

"Im sorry."

"No its fine really, them two were the only ones that cared."

"Why is that?"

"lets talk about something else please. Your not like the other alphas, for one you are the youngest one ive seen, for two you dont seem, well strict. You seem aproachable and someone who cares. Are other Alphas like that?"

"Have you never seen another alpha?"

"I was always the one to do whatever the alpha asked. It-it wasnt always good."

"So you were isolated from even your own pack?"

"I was the weakest, everyone used me except for Kevin."

"This pack isnt like that Sebrina. We will take care of you. As of right now, were your family."

          She looked up in shock like no one had talked to her in that way. I felt really bad for her. She wiped away her tears and said thank you. I got up and walked around the table to her. I gave her a hug to try and help confort her.

"Ill ask Annabella to take you to the store. Pick out some clothes for youself."

"Really!"

"You need it."

"Thank you so much!"

          She gave me another hug before walking out of the kitchen. I stood there for another minute before I looked to see if there was anything to drink. I was sick of drinking water do I decided to make some tea. I poured a cup and went and walked into the living room. I saw Jeremy's chair and walked over too it. I curled up into the chair and took a drink of the tear before crying again. It wasnt as bad as before, really they were just a few tears here and there. I sat the drink down and looked up to the cieling. And after a few minutes I fell asleep...