Lalisa Manoban
I keep telling myself "I hate him" like a mantra. I was successful ignoring him without my friends noticing until I heard his angelic voice calling me. What is he doing here? I thought. Right, I purposely didn't stay in the rooftop when he told me he used to stay there too but I didn't expect we'll cross path. There's no turning back. I looked at him with blank face I mastered. I suddenly uttered about him messaging me making him kind of startled and shocked. We talked until I left him.
Was I that harshed to him? But I had to say it coz if I didn't he will continue to message me and I will continue to ignore his messages and I have no such valid excuses for it so its better to end it immediately.
AWKWARD— I felt the awkwardness whenever we we're in the same room and together. We have the same circle of friends, we're even classmates so there's a huge possibility that we're always together. We talked but not to each other but mostly we we're quiet.
Lunch time. He and Taehyung bought our foods. I again forgot to tell them what I like with my food. I sighed but whatever they will bought for me I'll eat it.
"Lis, I chose bbq flavor for your fries and I just bought chocomilk coz they don't have coffee float today" Taehyung said.
"Wow, you got me the right flavor and its okay I love chocomilk. Thanks Tae" I said. Friends really do know each other.
We had a fun lunch. Jimin and Taehyung never failed to make me laugh. I saw him in the corner of my eyes. He seats beside Taehyung whose in front of me. He was staring on the oblivion. Was it only me notice his quietness? Was it because were into the oir conversations? Or because I was kind of guilty thats why I noticed him? I saw Tae nudge him and he smiled to him then he looked at me. We both quickly turned away like we're caught in the act.
I kept on finding my chemicals on my locker. I was sure I brought it but I didn't. I entered the photography class with long face.
"What's with the long face?" Tae asked.
"I forgot my chemicals" I sadly said feeling guilty. Tae and I were a team in this project I didn't want to sabotage this just because of forgetting the chemicals we're going to use.
"Oh" he uttered "wait a sec" he left. I stood in front of the table with our tools. What will I do now? Not for long, Tae went back with bottle of chemicals on his hands. "I have extras" he showed it to me with his boxy smile. I smiled back.
We started working. Jimin is with Rose while Jerk Jungkook is with Jena one the beauty in our class. I saw him happily working with her smiling to each other. A sudden pricked to my heart. Oh, why I'm feeling this? I removed my gaze to them but my eyes couldn't keep to myself, it unconciously gazing at them. The tong I was holding slipped on my hand. I saw him teaching her how to use the measuring photo device and their position was like him backhugging her. Why would he do that stunt? Does he like her? What a smooth move. Jimin and Tae were right, he's a playboy. So what Lisa? Its not like he LIKES you, why would you be jealous? JEALOUS?!! I widen my eyes. No-no! "I hate him! I hate him!" I reminded myself. I woke up on my trance when Taehyung asked me if I was okay I assured him that I am fine.
"And whom do you hate?" He asked after getting the tong on the floor.
"What?" I stared at him with widen eyes.
"You're mumbling 'I hate him' non-stop" what?! I unconciously voiced it out.
"Uhmm— my— my neighbor. Coz he spill coffee on my shirt yesterday" I made up. No one spilled on me and I don't know if our neighbor is boy or girl but whatever like he would spy on my neighbor.
"Oh, that's suck" he said.
"Yeah, it is" I fake chuckled. I looked on his side again and he was looking at me too. He slightly smiled at me but I turned away. Your smile doesn't have effect on me— an asshole playboy jerk face!
