* Trigger warning* * This book will contain sexual acts, thoughts, etc. If you're not into such things I suggest you don't enter. Thank you.*
Its time that fat(fluffy, chunky, chubby) black women are allowed a place to talk openly about their desire...
Hi guys! First and foremost I would like to say happy new year! Secondly, before we get into the meat and potatoes is this discussion, I'd like to apologize for that mess of a chapter I posted a couple days ago. 😂 it was all over the place Chillay, I am convinced I done lost some serious amounts of brain cells due to cannabis use and just well you know naturally being a dumb ass.😂 Moving on.. Let's talk about fat sex.
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as a whole Virgin I can't really speak too much on sex. But what I can speak on is the expectations placed upon sex especially when we are talking about fat women. For as long as I've been fat (my whole damn life 😂) there has been this certain type of stereotype geared towards, specifically, fat black women. In which these fat black women are seen as AMAZING in bed. I've always heard guys say how fat girls have the wettest vaginas and how they give the best head. And I feel very intimidated by this. I mean not intimidated but just like... Nervous or something. It just seems like if my sex skills aren't up to par there is no place in this world for me. Even though I mean who gives a fuck about men's opinions. They put little to no effort at all in pleasuring their partner. So why do I care so much? Unfortunately, I'm not sure. I could chop it up to the patriarchal society we live in or maybe I just care cause I like to please? Idk. All I know is that's it annoying. Especially when I know I am way more than my sex skills. I'm a whole human who deserves to be loved, appreciated and pleased!
Lord I ain't even had sex yet and look at how much I trip myself out over it. Anyway, I'd just like to end this by asking: Am I weird for thinking of stuff like this? Or am I just over thinking? For those of you who've had sex how did it go for you? And what thoughts ran across your mind?
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