As I start to get older I get less and less insecure about my size. But I start to notice more about my body that I can't seem to get over. For instance, I get black & white heads in between my thighs and under my breast. It's really embarrassing, and I'm surprised I'm even letting yall know.
I know it has nothing to do with my hygiene or nothing like that but still it makes me feel gross, and so unsexy.
Although I know it had nothing to do with hygiene I just can't help but to feel ashamed about it. I do understand that this is just something mild I'll have to get used to but still... It's hard. It's bad enough I'm fat now I have all the lesions. It's honestly embarrassing.
Any insecurities you guys deal with? How do you all deal with them? What do you tell yourself?
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