Diary of A Gay Black Teen (boyxboy)

Breaking It Off

I grabbed my crutches and walked out the door. I didn't want to call Chris but I had to get home, you remember what happened last time when I just left the house. Chris never answered the phone. “Tina sister pulling up get yo a** in the car.” Jay tossed the keys to me thinking I'm really gone catch them. Instead of getting My A** in the car I stood there as he took the kids to the black Sedan. He walked passed me talking s**t while snatching the keys off the ground. I ignored him as Chris called back and I ignored his a** too. Jay hopped in the car, not trying to help me, like he normally do. I got in slamming the door behind me. “Yo a** deaf or some.” Jay asked while cranking the car. I wasn't paying him no attention. “Nigga you hear me.” He said getting mad while bumping my arm.” “Don't f*****g touch me.” “Don't make me f*****g touch you.” Before I could even reply my phone rang again. D**n I thought I put this s**t on silent. I did not want to talk to Chris but I went on and answered. “Hello” “Tre” Chris said surprised. “Yeah its me, I called to ask you something, but never mind.” “Hold up.” Chris rushed out. “What” I said agitated. “Look I didn't mean to tell Tony, it just slipped out, and we been friends way too long to end like this.” “You right.” “What, I mean I know I'm right cause you done did worse things to me.” Chris said surprised again but confident at the sane time.

“Dont get cocky, yo a** was still dead a** wrong, and if you ever pull that s**t again, don't even come my way.” “You right and you know I'm sorry.” “No I don't.” “You don't what.” “I don't know you sorry.” “Oh My God, Tre Devin Smith aka Tree, I'm sooooooooo sorry.” “Call me a f*****g Tree again.” “I'm sorry Tre." “That's more like it.” “Who the h**l you talking to?” Jay bust in. “Chris I'm gone call you back.” I hung up the phone. “You gone sit up here and ignore me.” “What Jay.” I yelled. “Who the f**k is Chris. “My best friend.” “Let me find out.” “Find out what.” I said getting mad, throwing my hands in the air.

“That you f*****g off.” “And like you not.” “That don't got s**t to do with what we talking about.” “And why not?” “Cause we ain't talking about me, we talking about you and this nigga you was just talking too.” “Aw so you can have a girlfriend and a boyfriend but I cant have s**t?” “D**n right, you got me and plus me and Tina ain't really like that.” “Then tell me what y'all like cause y'all look like the f*****g proud family to me.” “You don't believe me we can end this now.” “I didn't say I didn't believe you, I'm just tired of knowing I got to compete with this b***h.” “F**k all that s**t you talking about, don't be calling her out her name.” “Now you defending the b***h, f**k her.” I said mad as h**l. “You think I'm playing with you.” Jay reached over trying to grab my neck but I quickly hit his hand before he could. The car screeched at the red light. When he finally got a hold of me I struggled trying to hit his a** and pull his arm away from me at the same time. “Go The Light Green.” I yelled. “I don't give a f**k if its purple.” The cars one after another started honking and Jay finally moved releasing me from his hold. “What the h**l was I thinking when I came and got yo a**?” “You tell me, faggot.”

“And you not.” “I'm not denying it.” “Get out.” Jay yelled pointing to the door. “Gladly” I got out the car, threw the phone right at his head. I know that s**t hurt. Jay jumped out the car like he was gone kill me. “Gone hit me, you forgot where you was at, my brother standing right there.” I pointed down the street. Do it faggot.” “Alright I got you.” Jay said pointing in my face. “Just know yo brother ain't stopping me from beating yo a**.” “Nigga what ever, you got yo b***h but you ain't got me, its over.” I talked a lot of s**t to be on crutches and I know I should of never called his baby mama a b***h, but I was beyond mad. I walked to the house cause Jay shaky a** dropped me off down the street.

I should of told Trevon but I'm not even messy and I admit, I dont want this nigga swinging on me. He was standing outside with his friends smoking as usual. “Where yo a** been mama looking for you.” “You for real.” “Naw I'm playing with yo a** he gave me a playful shrug. “Thank God.” “Nigga I ain't playing, and she mad too.” Trevon made me sick with his playful a**. “D**n I can't go in there now.” I said trying to sound for real when I knew his a** was lying,  cause he would of never been smoking no where near the house if mama was around. “Where yo a** been anyway, you been gone all day?” “I was over my friend Kelly house.” I was lying my a** off just to hear his response. “Yo girlfriend.” “Some like that.” I swear I ain't never seen him this happy. “You serious.” I shook my head. “I knew yo a** would come around, you f****d her.” “No because the last time I checked I was gay.” Trevon pushed me down. “You lying to me now.” “Get yo f*****g hands off me.” I yelled Mama loud as h**l hopping that she was here.

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Aug.29