Diary of A Gay Black Teen (boyxboy)

Even If I Tried I Couldn't AVOID You

Biran finally turned around and then his I Phone start ringing. “I'm sorry bruh, he changed his mind.” B said while looking at me like REALLY NIGGA!!! “I know but I got a lot of s**t to do.” he continued speaking with Jay. When he hung up the phone I didn't waste no time asking what he say. “He was cool about it but what's up with you, you know him or some.” “Do I ...” I had to stop myself from saying some s**t I would regret later. “So how you know him?” D**n he nosy. “He was just one of my brother's friends.” “Aww... What they beefin or some” “My brother dead.” I stated so he could shut up. “Aw sorry to hear that.” Biran phone start ringing again. “Its Chris.” He said handing it to me. “What the h**l, Jay the f*****g buyer.” “Yeah.” “So what you gone do with it now.” “I don't know, I might just give it back cause I don't want s**t to do with him.” “D**n so I wonder do B know what's going on.” “H**l Naw cuz he ask me bout a million questions.”

Chris laughed as we pulled up in the driveway. “Here.” I said handing him his phone while he handed me the keys. “So what y'all got planed today?” “S**t” I said slamming the door and walking into the house. As soon as I got in the house I jumped in the shower and I washed my leg like the doctor said. After getting out and putting lotion on my body. I put on my black v neck shirt and jogging pants with my Nike sandals. B was bent over some dude car while Chris was sitting on the porch in David lap. “Whats up David.” I said sitting next to them. “Hey Tre.” David was chocolate and fine and he was buff and tall as h**l. If I wanted too I could take some but he ain't even my type. “Who is that.” I asked starring at B. “That's his new Boo.” “New Boo.” I said in shock. “Yeah” “Is he finer than me.” Chris and David laughed. “He won't even show his face.” “Aw he got one of them.” “Yep.” B walked back over and the blue mustang drove off. “Who was that?” “My friend, Jaylen.” My heart rate increased. For a minute I thought he was about to say Jay. “Aw" I said walking into the house and laying on the couch. “Ahh.." I screamed as B jumped on me. “Stop playing, I'm tryna sleep.” I said pushing him off of me. “Yo a** always sleep.” He reminded me of Jay saying that.

(Weekend)

Me and Chris went to the mall cause he wanted to go see David. We walked into the Nike Clearance and looked around until David went on break. “Don't look behind you.” “Why” I said looking behind me anyway. Jay was holding his kids hand. I turned back around immediately and walked to the back of the store. “I told you don't look back.” “He still out there.” “He gone now.” Chris lied. His a**was in the store. I tried not to stare cause I knew he would eventually see me. As soon as David started talking to him, I eased my way right on out the store. I went right back to the car. That was CLOSE! I thought as I turned on the radio. Chris knocked on the door and I jumped. I didn't even realize I went to sleep. I unlocked the door. “Why you come back to the car.” “You really gotta ask.” I said giving Chris the eye. “So I finally met yo BOO Jay.” “He not my boo.” “Yeah right.” “He must said something to you. ” “No, I spoke to him.” “Why.” “Cause he was talking with my nigga too long.” “So what you say.” “Hey” “That's it.” “Yeah you should of seen me, I was acting like a customer, asking David s**t I already knew.” “You slow, don't nobody won't David.” “And don't nobody won't Jay ugly a**.” “My nigga ain't ugly.” I can't believe I just said that. “Yo nigga what happened to he not my boo.” Chris said trying to impersonate me. “Shut up.” We finally made it to the house and I was so glad cause Chris a** wouldn't shut up about me calling Jay my nigga.

A white escalade pulled up right behind us. “Who the h**l is that." Both me and Chris asked. Kelly jumped out the car running towards us. I wanted to run so bad but my leg wasn't  ready for that. “Hey boo.” Kelly said while hugging me tight as h**l. “I don't get no love.” Chris jealous a**stated. Kelly ran to the driver side and hugged Chris. “How was the trip.”  “S**t a waste of money.” “That's what you get for leaving us.” “What y'all a**been up too while I was gone.” “Ask Tre, he the one with the problems.” Chris just had to run his d**n mouth and he wonder why I don't tell him s**t. “What you been up too Tre." “Trust me you don't wanna know.” “Its that bad." “Let me see, I got put out, got accused for killing my brother...” I said counting on my fingers until Kelly said “Hold up WHAT?” “I told you, you didn't wanna know.” “So who you staying with and what you talking about you got accused for killing yo brother." Kelly asked concerned. “I'm living with Chris and Trevon's death is a long story, I really don't feel like telling.” “So he dead like you for real.” “Yeah.” “Oh my GOD please tell me you lying. ” “Why.” I said scared of what her response would be. “He did it.” She muttered. “Who did what.” “I gotta go ama talk to y'all later.” She said running back to the car.  “What was that about.” Chris asked. “I don't know but ama find out.” I said while starring at the car drive off. “Why the sad faces.” B came over and said. I didn't even see him pull up. “Hey cuzo.” Chris replied while throwing on a fake smile. “So what y'all doing tonight." “Why you always wanna know what somebody doing." “Cuz I wanted to see if y'all wanted to hit up this house party with me.” “Who party?" Chris asked. “My friend." “What friend?" I asked. “D**n, its somebody I work with." “Aw h**l Naw we good.” I said speaking for Chris.