Diary of A Gay Black Teen (boyxboy)

Running Away

“Where you about to go.” Chris asked as we walked out the school. “You know d**n well I'm going home. ” “Come with me to the Job Fair Old Navy having in the mall.” “Why u tell me that s**t knowing I can't go.” I said looking mad as h**l. Chris knew what he was doing. “You know yo mama gone say yes. Ask her.” “You must not know my mama.” I said before reaching for the car door to ask her.” “Ma can I go to a job fair with Chris.” “Job Fair, what the h**l is that.” “Its like a interview.” I said not knowing what the h**l I was talking about. “H**l No. Yo grades is yo job. Try Mastering that.” “Ma come on.” “Boy you better come on yo a** in this car.” “Ma I'm trying to help you out though.” I really wasn't. “ I got this all by my d**n self, I don't need you.” I wasn't even finna argue with her a** cause she was pissing me off. I got in the car slamming the door behind me. “Slam my d**n door again. Don't make me embarrass yo a**.”

She was getting on my last f*****g nerve. Ever since Trevon died, she treat me like she don't give a f**k about me. I'm getting tired of this s**t. I gotta go before I end up doing some ama regret. The twins got in the car. “Shot gun!” Mya said excitedly like she did this morning. Kya got in the car laying on me. “Move!” I said while shrugging her off me. “Whats wrong with you. ” “Nothing.” I yelled like I wanted to yell at my mama. “Boy you better lower yo f*****g tone, where you think you at. And take that hot a** jacket off.” I lifted my hoodie over my head quick as h**l so she could see my hickeys and kick me out again. We got to the house and my two lil sisters were sitting on the porch. “Hey Ma!” They said rushing over towards the car. I grabbed my s**t and went in the house making sure I slammed the door hard as h**l. “Ama beat yo f*****g a**.” My mama said as I walked in the house. I stomped upstairs and threw my s**t on the bed. I packed a bag full of clothes. I must of been bold as h**l to even think about running away. “What you doing.” Kya walked in and asked. “I'm tired of dealing with this s**t. I hate this f*****g house.” “You what.” My mama said walking into the room getting all up in my face. “Get yo f*****g a** out then. ” She couldn't have said it better. I tossed the bag over my shoulder. “Aw you already got yo s**t packed.” I didn't say nothing. “And what the h**l on yo neck.” “Why.” I said walking off. “Why!” She repeated, “yo a** think you grown.” She said pushing me hard as h**l, making me lean onto the bed. “You letting that nappy headed boy freak on you.”

She rumbled through the closet and pulled out a belt. If I didn't rush my a** out that door. Her a** had to be on some to think I was gone let her whoop me. This bag was heavy as h**l. Chris was getting out the car. I was shocked but glad to see him. “Get back in.” I yelled. “Why?” Chris asked still walking towards me. “Chris just get yo a** in the car. ” My mama ran out the house with the belt wrapped around her hand. I slammed and locked the door. “Get yo a** out.” My mama said yanking on the door. “What the h**l you do?” Chris asked. “Just drive ama tell you later.” “Open the d**n door." She yelled while running over in front of the car as Chris cranked it up. “Go back.” I said not noticing it was a car honking behind us. Chris turned the car off and reached for the door. “What you doing." I said grabbing him. “When I open the door you run down the street, she gone chase you and ama drive down there, then you hop back in.” “Okay.” I said jumping out. As soon as I start running I felt a man grab me and when I turned around I didn't even know this nigga. His hair was freshly cut. His cologne lingered on me as he held me tight. “Son stop.” “Get the f**k off me.” I said in a struggle to get loose. The twins ran over beating the s**t out the man a**  and he had no choice but to let me go. I love my f*****g sisters. My mama was breaking that up so I took off to Chris car. I jumped  inside and he sped off.

“What the h**l going on. And I don't wanna hear that you gone tell me later s**t.” Chris yelled. “Me and my mama was arguing . Even though she was doing most of the arguing. I said I'm f*****g tired of this and she kicked me out. I explained. Then she seen the hickeys on my neck and went  and got a belt talkn bout I think I'm grown and s**t so I dodged her a** and that's when I saw you.” “You said what.” Chris asked in shock. “I know that aint like me, but I can't stay there no more. I had enough of that s**t.” I said while shaking my head. “How you get hickeys on yo neck.” “The same way you get them.” I replied. “I just saved yo a** and you talking smart to me.” “Thank U boo, on know what I would of did without you.” I said sarcastically while playfully hugging Chris. “Got yo a** beat.” He said shrugging me and pulling up at a gas station. “Neva. N what happened to you going to the job fair anyway.” I replied. “I changed my mind, I figure I hang with yo on lock down a**, but I'm going to the one they having tomorrow. ” “Shutup! N come and get me so I can come too.” “What you mean come and get you, ain't you staying with me.” “Naw ama go over Jay house cause I know my mama ain't gone come looking for me over there.” “I don't want you staying with me anyway.” “Quit lying u know u miss me.” “I see yo a** everyday, no I don't.” “Whateva.” I said as Chris finally walked in the store. I grabbed his phone from off the seat and called Jay. “Hello.” I said into the phone waiting on a response. “Who is this.” Jay finally spoke sounding like I woke him from a good sleep. “Guess” “Whats up boo.” “Whats up.” I said smiling.