Diary of A Gay Black Teen (boyxboy)

Drama Lives In Us

We walked in the house and the same girl that opened the door for me was laying on the couch. Jay went over beside her. “Sis this Tre and Tre this my big sis Jakayla. Sister Now I felt bad for thinking she was one of his h**s. She turned around towards me and here I was apologizing again. “I'm sorry, I just thought...” “Don't worry about it, I understand, just next time you need to find out some before you jump to conclusions.” “You right.” I said not wanting to admit it. “And don't try to use my brother.” “Why would I do that.” I said with an attitude while being sarcastic at the same time. “Stoppp.” Jay shrugged his sister. I felt awkward as h**l just standing there while the room grew silent. “Come On.” I was so glad I heard them words come out of Jay mouth. I tried my best to rush up the stairs. As soon as I walked in the bedroom I leaned my crutches against the wall and hopped to the bed and laid down on my back.

“Yo sister do not like me.” “She like that with everybody I'm with.” “So she the only one who know.” “Know what.” Like he really didn't know what I was talking about. “That u...” “Aw yeah, I was messin around with some dude a while back and she came in on us and we been like bf's ever since. ” “Aww.” “How yo crippled a** get kicked out.” “I knocked Trevon out.” “WHY?” Jay said looking anxious to know. “Cause he was trying to whoop me.” I yelled without realizing it. “What you do.” “Why I always gotta be the one to do some, you think I deserve to get my a** beat every f*****g day because I'm nothing like him.” Here I was letting this s**t after every f*****g thing else get to me. It was like Jay read my mind cause he was saying the right things to calm me down. “Let that s**t go, don't let yo problems beat you down, you know I hate to see you cry.” I laughed at the way he looked when he said it, he so f*****g full of his self. I closed my eyes to hold on to the tears that continued to shed. I'm always f*****g crying.

I got up wiping my face and limping towards my crutches. “I'm about to take a shower.” I told Jay without even asking. “How you gone do that.” “D**n you just made me remember I forgot my bag.” “What bag.”  “My waterproof cast protecting bag.” “You better put a garbage bag over that s**t.” “Do I look like you, No.” “What you too good for a garbage bag.” Jay pulled out one bag from his drawer and undid it before handing it to me. “No it ain't waterproof so its gone be a waist, yo garbage full you better go put it in there.” I said while Jay still held the bag out towards me. He walked out the bathroom and I grabbed a towel and my backpack before closing the door and undressed to get in the tub. I held on to the curtains with one leg in and one out so I wouldn't fall. I couldn't wait to get this cast off. I start hearing noises while I washed my body. I threw back the curtains just to see Jay peeing, which made me fall on my a** with my leg still dangling out the tub. “You okay.” Jay asked while laughing and trying to help me up. “Move,it ain't s**t funny and I know this ain't the only bathroom in this house.” “Its not.” Jay said still laughing. “Then why you in here.” I yelled which made him stop. “Cause this my motherf*****g house and its closer to my room.” “Yeah, I bet it is.” My a** slipped again.

“Thats what you get for smart talking me.” Jay walked off and I continued washing my body. When I got out the tub my towel and my bag was gone. I knew Jay ugly a** took my s** t. He think he slick. I grabbed my crutches and opened the door. Jay was holding my towel while checking my body out. When I finally realized he wasn't paying my face no attention I hit him in the leg with my crutch. “Can I have my towel, yo sister downstairs.” I said with my leg crossed to hide my package. “I'm yo towel.” Jay said with his arms wide after throwing my towel on the floor. “Really.” I laughed. “Come on, let me dry you off.” He said while  coming closer towards me. Out of nowhere my heart start beating fast as h**l. “You serious right now.” Without answering my question Jay grabbed my face and we kissed passionately before be carried me to his room, laying me on the bed while he followed still kissing me. I laughed in between kisses at the way we were now compared to yesterday. “Stop blushing, you got me, already.” Jay cocky a** said as he finally managed to get off of me so he could take off his clothes. “Whatever, I was thinking about how we was at each others throats yesterday now look at us.” Jay laughed at the thought then he start singing. “Now You know what to do with that big fat butt.” “Wiggle Wiggle Wiggle.” I start singing along and we laughed. After realizing I was on hard I crossed my leg again. “I already seen what you got.” Jay said watching my every move.