Diary of A Gay Black Teen (boyxboy)

Life Is TOO SHORT!!!

“We gotta go to the hospital.” I dramatically yelled. “In who car?” B stated. He was getting on my f*****g nerves. We got to the car and the whole ride was silent. I didn't even say none when B didn't make the turn to the hospital. “B***h a**!!” I stated slamming his car door hard as h**l. “Calm down ama take you.” Chris said grabbing me as Biran was speeding off. I hopped in the car before Chris did. When we made it I quickly got out while Chris searched for a parking spot. I walked to the front desk and attempted to ask the nurse where Jay was but I felt someone grab my arm before I could. “Tre.” Jakayla said pulling me to the side. “Is he alive?” I rushed to ask. “The doctors not saying much yet, what happened.” She asked starring down at my bloody hands. “He shot him.” “He who.” “Thank god.” I heard an older lady yelling. Jakayla looked back and ran towards the lady. “What happened.” I heard her ask from afar. Tina walked in and joined Jays family and friends. “Whats going on.” I heard her ask. I felt so out of place on the other side of the room.

That Should of Been Me! I thought. Jakayla rushed back over to my side as Chris finally walked in and sat by me. “They said that he still breathing, but he in critical condition and gotta be rushed to surgery.” “He alive.” I said crying in relief after she said He STILL BREATHING

“Yeah.” She nodded while hugging me. “What the h**l.” Jaylen said as he saw me hugging Jakayla. I quickly released my arms and stood. “He shot him.” I said pointing my index finger towards him. “What?” Jakayla said looking confused. He aimed his fist towards my face but I jumped before he got close and fell on Chris. “Stop.” Jakayla yelled as some dudes rushed to pull Jaylen away from me. “What the h**l is going on.” The older lady yelled as she walked towards Jaylen. I got up and walked out the hospital while Chris followed, right along with Jakayla. “Jaelyn shot him?” She asked grabbing my arm. “Yeah” I said while getting into the car. Jakayla went back into the hospital pissed. When we made it to the house I rushed in the house and buried my my body on the couch. Chris sat down beside me and rubbed my back as I laid slightly crying and sniffing.

(The Next Morning)

I woke up to Chris loud a** snoring. He was stretched out all up on me. I got up slowly not trying to wake him. I walked into the bathroom. I looked a mess. My eyes were puffy as h**l.

I cut on the hot water and undressed to get in the tub. The water soothed my body as I stood letting it fall on my skin. All I could think about was last night. I tried so hard not too but it was no use. I couldn't. I looked down at my hands as the water washed off Jays dried up blood. I got out grabbing a towel off the rack and walking into Chris room. I threw on my black jogging pants, black Adidas with the matching shirt and hoodie and black shays. I grabbed Chris keys sitting on the table by the door and I quietly exited the house. I got in the car knowing D**n well I did not know how to drive. I figure I teach myself. “Where you think you going.” Chris asked sticking his head through the passenger side window. I jumped hard as h**l. I didn't even see his a** come out the house. “To the hospital.” I said sticking the key into the ignition. “Hold up.” Chris ran over to my side and opened the door. “I'll take you.” “Okay.” I said getting on the passenger side. Chris grabbed the keys and walked in the house. “Where you going?” I yelled out the window. “I gotta hit the shower first.” Chris said running in the house. I got out the car and waited for Chris to get ready. “You had to use all the f*****g hot water.” Chris yelled holding his head outside the bathroom door. Here he go with this s**t again. Chris took so long I went back to sleep.

“Come on” He said patting me. I got up stretching and we walked outside to the car. “Take them glasses off.” Chris said snatching them off my face. “Stop.” I said snatching them back and turning my face away while putting them back on. “Yeah leave them on.” “Shut up.” When we arrived Chris struggled to look for a parking space once again and I got out and walked inside. I saw Jakayla walking towards me but she walked right past me. “Jakayla.” I called out. “Tre.” “How he doing?” I asked “I almost didn't recognize you, but you just who I was looking for.” “Why.” I asked as she pulled me down the hall. “Jay wanna see you.” “He woke?”  I stopped and asked in shock. “Yeah now come on.” She said pulling me even harder. “You sure he want to see me?” I stopped and asked again. “Yes!” She said getting agitated with my questions. “Gone in there.” She said stopping in front of a door. “You not coming.” I asked nervous as h**l. “Go.” She demanded while opening the door for me. I was scared a** h**l. I felt like this was my fault but I managed to walk slowly in the room.