She Wants What She Hates ~ Ally/You (G!P)

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*Double update because I'm feeling generous.

Words cannot describe how I'm feeling right now. I didn't realize how much I liked Ally until she said yes. Like, my attraction to her intensified.

I decided to stay over since I don't feel like being alone at home tonight. Maui and Jazzy went with their momma and Pops is still on the road, possibly. Look, I dunno what that man be up to. I gotta call him later.

I slept on the couch since I refuse to room with Ally or any of them. Unless we are that close, I don't feel comfortable sharing the same sleep place. That's just me.

The thoughts of today flood my mind once more and my mood drains. I still can't believe I, not only saw him, but spoke to him. I can't help but feel upset when I saw him. It's like this fear mixed anger that fills my body.

I need to push that shit out my head.

I decide to watch some SSSniperwolf videos (she's my new fave...like DAMN) and have a chuckle or two. I watch a few Omegle videos and like two GTAV videos before I hear someone come down the stairs.

I freeze for a sec, turning my volume down. The steps get closer and I pause the video. A dark figure stops at the bottom of the stairs and inches closer, "What are you doing up? It's like 4 in the morning."

I flash my dim light over in her direction, "Oh, hey, Lauren." I say dryly. She raises an eyebrow and comes closer, sitting by my feet. "Ok, what's wrong?" I shrug, "What you talking about? I'm Gucci."

"Calling me and Camz by our first names? Something I've never heard you do. Your silence on our way back from the fair. Did something happen at the the gas station?" Her expression softening.

I set my phone in my lap, sighing and smoothing my hair back. "Just one of those days, I guess? When you're randomly in a sour mood?" She studies my face before frowning a little, "Y/N, if something's up, you can tell me."

"I thought you didn't like me?" I raise an eyebrow. She runs her hand through her hair, "Ally really likes you. I see it in the way she looks at you. It hurts her that you guys' relationship is all for show."

I chuckle nervously, interrupting her. "Not anymore. I, uh, asked her to be my girlfriend when y'all were upstairs." She remains silent with a somewhat shocked face. Then her expression changes, "Hurt her and I'll kill you." I nod, "You told me that already." She shakes her head, "No, I made a Norbit reference." I suck my teeth, "Same damn difference."

She rolls her eyes, "Anyway. When I realize how happy she looks when she's with you, I told myself to ease up on you. I haven't seen her that happy in a while."

I furrow my eyebrows and tilt my head a bit, "For real? She always seems happy all the damn time. That was why I didn't like her in the beginning."

"You didn't like her...because she was happy?"

"No, chief. I didn't like her because she was too happy. Like it annoyed me. But, now it's one of my favorite things about her," a smile starting to grow on my face. She pats my leg, standing up, "Remember, you can talk if you need to. Any of us. Plus you got your boys."

I shake my head, "I don't talk to them about that kinda stuff. Nick maybe since he's my best friend, but not the others." She shrugs, "What are you gonna do?" I pause before laughing, "Big Mouth reference?" She chuckles and nods.

"But seriously, call any one of us if you're feeling down, okay, Face Ass?"

I groan, "First, Normani calls me Head Ass, and now, I'm Face ass?" She nods, "Yep. Now, I'm about to make me a late night snack. Good night." She starts toward the dark halls into the kitchen. Soon, light illuminates the hallway and I go back to my video.