She Wants What She Hates ~ Ally/You (G!P)

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*These next few chapters may seem rushed bc I really wanna get to the part where Pebs releases a song and her debut... also to get out of this sad shit lol

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I did just what Jah told me.

I turned off my phone; blocking out all distractions and wrote until my hand was sore. I finished the song I did back at the studio, Closure. Maybe after all of this with him and Ma gets situated, he can be a feature.

Dunno yet.

I wrote mostly about Ally, a few about my exes, and some of my past self. I wrote some other sad stuff, but those were really just me venting.

Afterwards, I read over what I wrote, pretty damned satisfied at most of my work. Feeling a lot better, I turned my phone back on and was hit with hundreds of messages and missed calls.

Some from Jah, of course, several from the boys, even some from Leigh and the girls. But one stood out for some reason.

Camila.

I mean, yeah, I consider her a close friend, but we usually talk in person. I honestly forgot I had her number. Not gonna lie, it hurt a little when I didn't see any of the girls had texted me.

Cagayo🏳️‍🌈

Hey, r u ok? I feel like I haven't heard from u

It's nice that someone cares.

Me

Actually nah frfr... mind swinging thru?

I hit send.

I feel like verbally venting right now. I mean, yeah, writing it out felt great, but I need to talk to someone that isn't necessarily involved.

Cagayo🏳️‍🌈

Gonna be difficult since I don't have a way there. U can come here since everyone left out for the day

Me

Doin?

Cagayo🏳️‍🌈

🤷🏻‍♀️ I just woke up

Me

Ok, im omw

After hitting send, I got my keys and my notebook. I don't know why, but I felt a need to bring it. I glance in the mirror, sighing at my reflection.

I look a hot ass mess; my eyes and cheeks were all red and puffy, my hair was all over the place, and my face looked shiny. Ugh.

I set my stuff back down and decided to take a quick shower, because if there were any paps out there by any chance, I don't want no questions.

After my shower, I threw on sweats and a hoodie; not wearing a shirt because I didn't feel like it. I tied my hair up, grabbed my things again, and left out. As I did, I bumped into Maui, who was running in the hallway.

"Whoa, King, slow down," I give him a weak chuckle, helping him up. "Sorry. Where you going?" He asks, looking down at my keys in my hand. "To a friend's house," I answer.

"Can I go, too?" He looks up at me with big brown eyes. I realize that I've been worrying so much about Jah, Cleo, and this shit with Ally that I practically neglected my baby brother and sister.

I ruffle his hair, smiling, "Yeah, go put your shoes on." He runs into his room and I walk to the front door, waiting for him. A few seconds later, he comes down slowly.