She Wants What She Hates ~ Ally/You (G!P)

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The day to drop Nothing Without You has come.

Everyone had gotten their copies beforehand and it was an hour before I officially release it to the public. Today, on my baby's birthday, since this album isn't just for Jah.

Though, there are a few songs about my exes, including Madison. Actually, a good deal of them are about her.

The album title and song of the same name is for... wait, I told y'all a few chapters ago.

Also, it's kinda obvious.

Leigh has a few as well. Try Me and What You Need, to be exact. Now, those two, I wrote while we were still in our arrangement, but it seemed appropriate for the vibe of the album.

Truth be told, I'm hella nervous about dropping this. I tried not to be too emo, but after hearing it over yesterday, I was like 'Damn, who hurt me?!'

Even though, we all know who: *cough* Pettis *cough*

The closer it got to the time to drop it, the more I felt my stomach in my ass. Like, bruh.

I try to chalk it up to this just being my first album. I mean, I got two features with one of the biggest girl groups and the one that runs the pop industry. So, people can see what I'm capable of.

Hopefully, I can really get my name out there musically and not based off of what I used to do; i.e. wrestling and acting.

Ten minutes left until my debut and the more I think about it, I feel myself calm down. I mean, I'm prepared for criticism and hate. Not everyone gotta like me, the fuck?

In the meantime, I type up a birthday message for Ally to send at midnight. Corny, I know, but I don't give a damn.

Once midnight hit, I hit send, and Nothing Without You is officially released.

———
"What're you plannin' on doin'?" Kid asked me as she spots me on the bench. I had invited her to the gym since I wanted to have a budding relationship with her. She really is cool and I'm embarrassed to have actually been jealous of her.

And since her and Camila are getting closer, I'd like to see if she really likes her or the idea of her since she's a fan.

Though, it's like she's no longer starstrucked.

"She wants to stay in and have a movie marathon with just me and the girls. You could come if you want. Camila's gonna wanna cuddle buddy," I say knowingly.

She chuckles, "I mean, I'm down for it. I ain't got nothing better to do."

"Be warned, she likes gettin' impossibly close to you. Like she'd climb on your lap and all of that," her eyes widen. "She did that with you?" I shake my head, "Nah, but to all of the girls at one point. Also, if you smell good, she might be slumped in your arms, compa."

She raises her eyebrows and shrug, "I'd like that. How many fans can say Camila Cabello of 5H fell asleep on them?"

"You play your cards right, she might end up makin' out with you," I bite my tongue with a snicker. "Don't get my hopes up, Johnson."

"Just look as 'daddyish' as you can without overdoin' it."

"Bet," she hums and we both go silent until I set the bar back on the hooked holder and sit up for a drink of water.

"How's the divorce?" I ask bluntly, making the 20 year old raise her eyebrows. "Damn," she says and I sigh. "Too blunt?" She chuckles, "Li'l bit."

"My fault," I apologize and she waves it off. "S'all good, but we're finalizing things this Saturday. She already signed the prenup." She didn't seem too happy, so I turned to her fully.

"You good?" She nods, "Yeah. I mean, this was gonna happen inevitably. We're practically still kids. We weren't ready for such a serious commitment."

"What about y'all son?" She stuffs her hands in her shorts' pockets. "I have full custody of him since he's my biological son," I nod in understanding. "We're still gonna be friends, though. Despite this rift, we trusted each other with our deepest secrets. She's basically my best friend."

I hum, taking another sip of water. "What about Camila?" She lets off a small smile, "I like her. She's real easy to talk to."

"Does your ex know about that?" I ask with a raised brow. She nods, "Once I realized I was catching feelings, I let her know. We argued some, but at least I was honest. No point in lying."

I nod in agreement, "Been there, bruh." She furrows her eyebrows, "With who?"

Shit, I forgot she's still a fan and doesn't know about what happened between Ally and I. I run a hand through my damp hair, "Ally."

"Wait, what?" Her already big eyes grow wide. I sigh, "I'll tell you later in a more personal setting."

"A'ight."

I stand up, towering of the young adult, "Go ahead, Kid." She squints at me before taking my place, "I ain't a kid. You're just three years older than me," she mumbles before getting in position.

I spot her, taking the bar down and helping her a bit. I'll say, she's pretty strong for someone so little. Like her arms are toned and she has a set of faint abs, but her strength is pretty surprising. She's benching most of her own weight.

If she was to wrestle, she'd be a beast.

"So, about you hooking up with Jesy-,"

"Whoa, I ain't hook up with Jesy," she quickly defends, grunting a bit as she works her arms. "But you kissed her and laid on her," I point out.

"I laid, I didn't get laid. It was a little peck and we were tipsy," she says. "Bruh, you got to lay on her titties the first day y'all met. I've known her for years and I ain't ever got to do that."

She attempts to shrug, "What can I say? I'm irresistible." I roll my eyes, "Damn, with that cocky ass attitude, I might change your nickname to 'Stone'." She looks at me weird, "'Cause you're like a younger version of me."

"But that name makes zero sense. A stone is bigger than a pebble," I roll my eyes again. "You got a snappy ass mouth," I say with a chuckle. "So I've been told. Jade loved it."

"You hooked up with Jade, too?!" I whisper yell. "No!" She groans, "I ain't hook up with either of them. Her and I just had like a sarcasm war and she was impressed by it."

"Mm, nah, y'all definitely hooked up. Or at least something of the sort while y'all was painting my bike."

"No, you ass. Sure, they're all my celebrity crushes, but I like Camila. I didn't do anything with them besides kiss Jesy."

"I'mma call bullshit."

"Hope they answer," this smartass says. "I'll drop this weight on you, Kid," I joke. She laughs, "But for real, nothing serious happened. I'm saving that for someone else."

"Camila?" I asked amusingly. She licks her lips like a fuckboy.

"A'ight, Stone." She groans again in annoyance. "I'd rather you call me 'Kid'."

I suck my teeth, "Hurry up so we could go, bruh."

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*Pretty short, but yeah... what y'all wanna happen for this movie night?