Lillian's P.O.V
I can hear Alex coming up the stairs, so I quickly sit on my bed and pretend I'm on my phone. He knocks on the door and I tell him to come in. "Hey Lillian." he says softly as he comes into my room.
"Hi." I simply respond. He sits down next to me.
"So how are you holding up?" he says casually.
Terrible. I feel sick to my stomach and I don't know whether I want to bawl my eyes out or die. "Um, I'm okay I guess."
"Can I see your wrists?" he suddenly says.
"No. Why?" I question innocently.
"Come on Lillian I'm not stupid. And I'm also your best friend." I stay silent. Alex speaks again, "Fine don't show me, but I know you did it. Just tell me why though. I thought you promised Matt-"
I spring from the bed. "Well you know what? He promised he would never leave me and that he would always be there for me, right by my side, when I need him. So I guess we both broke our promises." I let everything out in one breath.
Alex's P.O.V
Lillian takes a few moments to catch her breath and calm down. "Sorry Alex." she says guiltily to me.
"No it's okay. I'm the one who should apologize. I'm sorry, I won't bring it up again." I pat the bed next to me and she sits back down, instantly hugging me. "I love you." she tells me.
I move her shoulders so she's looking at me. "Really?" I ask seriously.
She gives me a confused look. "Yes really. I thought you knew I did. You're like my best friend in the whole world." she gives me a small smile.
"Well I love you too." I tell her back, looking into her eyes. Is she gonna say something? She's just staring at me.
Now that I'm really studying her face, I realize Lillian is very pretty. She has those deep blue eyes and a natural blush to her cheeks. She doesn't smile a lot but when she does it's a beautiful smile.
I catch myself staring at her lips and find myself wanting to be closer to her. I want to kiss her. I lean in...
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Beginnings and Endings (magcon fanfic)
Fanfiction{ ONGOING } When Matthew decides to move to California with his Vine buddies what will happen to his little sister, Lillian as she deals with high school, an abusive father and losing the most important thing in her life: her brother. Will Lillian g...
