Regrets

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Alex's P.O.V.

I walked out of my therapy session and I felt amazing. For the past six months, I've been working on myself and doing everything I can to be true to myself and for my girls. But despite everything I've been doing, Tashi has been more distant. She still hates me and won't talk to me and bond with me like we use to.

I walked across the street and went to the gym. I decided to do a high intensity workout.

35 minutes pass by...

Jennifer walks in with our trainer. Well mostly her trainer now. She's very serious and is talking to him. She walks to the stair master beside me and she does a warm up. I get up from the bench and walk away to a different bench that's a bit farther away.

Jennifer is focused on her workout... she slowly glances over at me and stares at me. I instantly feel her staring at me and I look over at her. She quickly turned before I could notice she was staring. She was doing her own thing. I looked down and got my stuff and went home.

"Tashi! I'm home!" I say and smile softly.

No response...

I go upstairs and check on her. She's asleep with her homework beside her. I smiled softly and left to my room. It makes me happy that she's working hard.. but I just miss having talks with her and having motivational talks as well.

I sighed softly and went to my room and sat on the bed for a while. I looked through my photos of Jennifer and I... god damn.. she's so beautiful... I zoomed in and there was a bruise on her arm. It took me back to the day when it happened... I got angry and threw my phone against the wall.

God I'm so fucking stupid... I just miss my princess.

Jennifer's P.O.V.

As I finished my workout, an hour after Alex left, I got a call from Emme on face time.

"Hi baby! Mommy just finished her workout. I'll be home soon." I say and smile at the camera.

"Okay mom. I just wanted to talk to you... I saw Tashi at school today and she invited me to a party... but it's at her dads house... so um..." Emme says softly...

"Uh let's talk about this when I get home okay..?" I said and smiled softly.

"Okay momma. Bring me back some cookies." Emme said jokingly.

"Baby I just burned off what we ate at the buffet yesterday!" I said and laughed.

"I'm just messing with you. But see you soon. I gotta do homework. Bye mama! I loovvee youuu!" She giggles.

"By my little coco. Make sure max is doing his homework too. I love you guys so much." I said and smiled wide.

"Will do mama. See you at the house." Emme says and smiles then hangs up.

I say bye to my trainer then we part ways. I drove myself home for once. Typically Ale- I mean Gino drives.. because I hate driving.

Once I got home, I took a nice cold shower then got dressed in some leggings and a big T-shirt then went downstairs to check on the kids. Once the kids finished their homework, we all made dinner together. Afterwards I fed Ivan and Elias and spent some time with them before putting them to bed.

Later that night, the kids and I fell asleep on a big chair together. I'm actually happy that they still like to fall asleep in my arms.

A few hours later

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A few hours later.. there was a knock on the door. I tried my best to not wake up the cocos. I got up slowly and went to the door.

"Hey... can we talk please..?" The man said...

To be continued...

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