As I'm Letting Go

Prologue

I am a girl.

I am a girl who wants to let go.

My name is Beth, Beth Hebel.

I want to tell you this is a story about a girl who is depressed but ends up finding true love then finding herself and lives happily ever after.

But it's not.

It's far from it actually.

This is a story about a girl who is depressed because she is abused physically by her mother at home, abused mentally by her friends at school, and no matter how hard she tries to be good enough for anyone or anything, she fails. About a girl who has never experienced love, or even a first kiss. About a girl who can't, no matter how hard, find herself. And definitely not about a girl who lives happily ever after.