| 42 days before |
Dear Calum,
Wow, i honestly dont know how to feel right now. i wonder if youll remember this on whatever date i give these letter to you. but heres how it went.
"hi ria"
i ignored you. you knew i was mad. you deserve and explanation, but i dont have one so sorry.
"ria" you started poking me.
"ria, cmon. why are you mad at me."
at that moment i stopped everything. i erased all that ive written from the previous letter that was suppose to be on this one.
"im not mad." i was mad. i didnt want you to know, why would i. the next thing you did was lean your fücking large head on my shoulder. who even gave you the right. nobody.
"im sorry ria, ugh. i dont know why im doing this. like shoot we barely no eachother. i just need someone to rant to. so much is going on, i want to bash my head into this window and jump."
im sorry but i kind of laughed. whatever. you then went into your backpack, got out a black sharpie and wrote 7 digits on my hand.
"that's my number. please text me...wait! give me your phone!" you yelled and i was kind of getting embarrassed cause people were looking at us.
wow this is a long letter and my hand is hurting. anyways.
i basically told you no, but we started bickering and you started laughing and i didnt want attention so i shut you up by giving you my phone. "there now expect a text message from me throughout the day."
and thats basically what happened.
wow i hate you. what even happened to makenna. i have a feeling youll be 'ranting' to me about her today.
...
so ya. im now in AP English, waiting for your text messages.
can you text me now.
you cause more mood swings than my period.
okay i'll wait.
okAY.
its been 10 minutes.
wow calum you no what.
i actually really like you.
-nia x
p.s. wow i hated you 5 days ago. wATER YOU DOING TO MEBWAHJKENF
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wOW HEY BYE
-alyssa
