| 1 day before |
Dear Calum,
i think im moving. im not really sure. i mean, my parents have indirectly mentioned something about traveling but i never paid attention.
im pretty sure that it's the type of moving as in another town, another state, another country.
today is the day before winter ball.
you called me, crying on the phone.
"she cheated on me."
i had no idea what to say, or why you called me out of all people.
it was after school, so i told you to meet me at the bus stop. I didn't know what to expect.
when i sat next to the window, i remember seeing your crooked body walking up the aisle as girls whispered about you.
it was the first time you've taken the bus in about 3 weeks.
you sat next to me and said nothing. i looked at you and just by looking into your eyes i could see how much you were trying to hold it in.
you and her going out was a surprise to me, but breaking up 2 weeks after...i don't know calum.
you cried onto my shoulder lightly, it being barely audible so nobody else could hear.
i grabbed your hand, as you squeezed it. i remember laying my head against the window, your head weighing on my arm.
by the time we reached your stop, you had the audacity to pull me off as well. i silently was being dragged off the bus, earning several of stares.
i remember getting off that bus stop calum, as the yellow figure drove away leaving me and you on your front porch.
it was then that you grabbed all my books in my arms and set them on the wooden side table. you set it down and after grasped my waist firmly.
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the rest is history, im joking that happened all today. i am truly confused what we are, what we are labeled as, why we're doing this.
you just got out of a relationship.
but all i know is that i like you.
im not implying that you should get over your ex and stuff, because i know how much you liked her.
maybe one day we'll make it work.
let's just say, fûck it.
i don't care if you're a senior and im a sophomore.
we'll be the SS...haha
okay...
hey calum..
people will probably judge me if they see us huh?
but guess what
i don't care anymore.
im pretty dämn sure
-nia x
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omg im sOO SORry I haven't updated
bruh school is taking over my life I'm not even joking
I'm at school from 6:30am-7:00pm
and on the weekends i have rehearsals and poo.
DONT THINK I FORGOT ABOUT THIS, IM TAKINF SOME OF MY SLEEP/ REST TIME TO UPDATE THIS FOR YOU ((:
my bday is in 2 days so ya, okay ily and expect and update later in the week (:
thanks for 500 btw // go to @uhhcalum and read my other fanfics ((i need to update))
-alyssa
