| 35 days before |
Dear Calum,
Stop distracting me. youve been texting me all morning and ugh really im trying to focus. jk im in my world history class pretending to do the work, when really im writing this to you.
yesterday you told me something pretty big. idk how to feel to be completely honest.
your message read 'nia this is urgent. i need to tell u something'
i was honestly sweating like a gorilla because you were unpredictable.
(you then sent messages with 'dont judge me plz' - 'youll hate me watch' - 'im gOING TO CRY')
luckily i calmed you down.
after waiting patiently, my face crushed against my screen, you finally sent me a text.
"my nudes got leaked."
*im coughing rn and idk how to continue to write srry
anywho i started thinking "wow why didnt i get them?" but held myself against it. thats wrong isnt it? idk man
im angry, ugh. why would you even send nudes...to makenna especially. hey, i warned ya.
turns out she was the one who leaked your nudes, cause plot twist you broke up with her. ew. i mean your single now, i should be all happy right? idk calum, idk. really, one week relationships are such a turn off. but you have every girl waiting for their turn stOp.
you rant to me about her, you tell me you hate her, but you never ask how my day was. you tell me that you need help. like it's always about you and apparently...right now, im sick of it. but hey, i wouldn't want anyone in the world to sit next to me on the bus other than you.
you made it to my 'cool list' congrats.
today was a short letter, cause i know how much you hate reading.
wow what if you liked me back?
that will never happen sorry.
is it bad that im a hypocrite. im literally waiting for you to text me back. okay i swear i wont write anymore..
okay..
-nia x
p.s. still waiting for your nudes tho
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okay so it's really late at night and i should be sleeping and calum's nudes are a part of this cause penis okay bye
((i typed this on my phone so all the errors can suck my butt hole))
-alyssa
