the abyss

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by queenhales

by queenhales

the abyss

darkness succumbs her
she sees no light.

oh, but she used to
but those days are gone.

the blackest thoughts run through her mind
she just wants them to go away.

but the saddest truth
is that those dreaded thoughts became reality.

her stomach churns and tears fall from her eyes
thinking of where it all went wrong.

the sick feeling of you with her
oh, how her heart tears at the thought.

what had she done wrong?
why wasn't she enough?

you, with all of your flaws, were more than enough for her
and she would never give you up.

so why?
why are you gone?

why did you say you loved her
then, so quickly, you moved on?

what does this girl have that she doesn't?
is it her face, her body, her smile, her laugh?

does she have more ambition?
what does this girl give you that made you leave?

that made her sink into this abyss
this abyss of loneliness.

this abyss of hate
hate for everyone and hate for herself.

her heart yearns for you
for what once was.

she isn't ready to move on
because she loves you more than anyone.

and still, after what you put her through
she just wants happiness for you.

she wants that happiness, too
she wants to feel what she once did.

but now that you're gone,
so is her happiness.

now that you're gone,
so is her love.

now that you're gone
she is gone too.

and just like you,
she is never coming back.

— hrg