Surviving Him (ON HIATUS FOR UPDATE AND FIXINGS)

It Was All A Memory..

Have you ever had that feeling where you're alone, it's dark, cold like a winter bliss night and all you can think about is.. WHERE ARE THEY KEEPING THE BLANKETS!? I'm currently at home searching every cabinet, shelf and hidey place for an extra blanket because my room always gets the coldest. It's in the farthest back of the hall and everyone complains about my clumsiness at night so they moved me.. fan-frekin-tastic..

I feel like I've done hit every area that can possibly hold a damn blanket or some kind of covering, but no..not a single one.

I sigh with defeat from searching. "fine. I'm sleeping in the closet then." No longer than I got that said from my small pink lips, a much larger hand sat on mine from one of the hall closet door handles. And what did I do...scream.

"Hey!" Okay.. not scream more of a squeaky toy. I turned and met up with the most bright green eyes that you'd probably see clearly in the night.

"need some help sugar?" The green eyed owner smiles at me. Ugh...the smile.. the one thing that I'm sure draws in girls. Maybe even gay guys. Every girl in the pack practically coos over him....My dumb self included.

"Uhh.. sure. I've been looking for some blankets. It's getting colder outside which means my room will be matching it." Didn't take much of a conversation for him to already be walking off...nice Sabbie.. I followed hoping to have him listen to my point in my chattering. Lucky.. I turned into the doorway he went and he was already holding a fluffy blanket. I almost smacked into him like a bug on a windshield.

"Oof.. thanks James." I smile shyly and thankful like. I thought he was ignoring half of what I said like most of everyone does around here. But usually.. he listens.

"no problem Sabbree.." He grins in response. This young devil here is James Adams. I've been living with him and his wolf pack ever since he saved me when I was 14 from a...ya know, if I say it.. you'll all laugh.. fine, a lake monster of some kind. Go ahead...laugh it up. But let's see who laughs when their butts are under a wet monsters ass once they've sat on you. Back to the story here..

I smile a little up to him and say, "I'm gonna head to bed soon but I want to do my daily thing before hand." I'm holding the fluff blanket like my life depended on it.

James smiles and nods back to me. "Sure, you don't have to ask. Just be careful and don't forget to see me when you get back. Like to know you've gotten home safely." See.. James wasn't the alpha.. wasn't really any rank. Neither was any of the others. They were more of a family group..but if you'd choose one to be alpha or son of one, I'd do James. At least that was my choice then.. anyways, he worries on us all. Makes sure we have the necessary needs. Well....then he did..Can't say that now.

"Always do. See ya.." I smiled and turned on my heel walking off to my room, putting the offered blanket on my bed gently. "okay.. I left it here somewhere..." My so called daily thing is my journal or what girlie girls would say, 'diary', is something I do every night before bed. I jot down the day or my thoughts so I have them at a later date if I forgot something or needed a reminder on a task I got through and hit that rut again, I'd always have it.

I believe it's under the bed dingus..

I was looking under my desk and hit my head on the bottom when it was said. Yes that was a voice there.. my clumsy ass fox. Meet Bree. The most clumsy, loud, smartass remarked and most airhead fox you'll probably know of in life time. But gotta love her right? She's pretty much in. my. head.

B:yeah love you too cupcake

See? "Right.. I had to move its place because I kept forgetting its hide out from last time." I crawl on the floor over to the bed and half my body's under with my butt in the air trying to reach for it.

It's funny how you hide things to keep others out and end up hiding it from your own self. Ya nit... "GOT IT!" Grabbing and dragging it out, I falling back on my ass. "oof.. there we go."

B:and she calls me the airhead

"Oh blow it up your ass." climbing up from the floor, I head out my room and down the hall.

B:up yours!

This is what happens when you've had to live in the same meat suit with another being.
B:joke on you author, I'm not a being.. I'm a fox.

Oy...cool ya knockers. "Stop it.. both of you." I head downstairs and outside, going to the woods and climbs up a tree clumsy like. It's a wonder how I never fall with being part of a clumsy fox..

B:you wanna fight me buddy!?
S:good gracious Bree, stop fighting with the one thing that could stop your existence..

B:well!! She started it!

"I don't care!.." I glance around to make sure the cost is clear from my yelling before I start again, "look.. we've gotten somewhere good.. don't piss off the one that could make this all go poof.." Little did I know.. it was already poofed from the beginning...

<3 <3 <3 <3

I woke panting and wheezing from the dream. I looked around to notice I was in the same room I've been in for the last couple months.. It's dark, cold and hardly any sound other than silence. It's deafening..

B:*whines*

I cough into my arm and it sounds disgusting. "I know Bree.. I'm sorry I don't control them.." I could hear my raspy voice echoing off the walls as I sat up more onto the wall behind me. I'm in my room...at least he let me stay here and not the cells in the basement. That would've been worse. I'm waiting for the time he decides that's a better place for me. Not luck for him yet...

B:*whimpers* Sabbie... It's cold.. *curls into a ball*

"I'm sorry Bree.. I can't do much.. he's took all the blankets but this one." I huddle more in a sheet like blanket that's covered around me.

B:when are we gonna get out of this? Can't we make a break for it when he let's us have out lunch break?

Ever since James had his big blow out, he's kept me in this room lock up with a guard on the other side. Only letting me out on lunch breaks, but I've always had to cook it myself. He hasn't let us outside in weeks after Bree force shifted and had us run off only to get caught by one of the scout type wolves and brought back to James who seemed even heated than when he takes a hot bath. That half escape lead to me getting a burn mark on my lower side belly by a iron spoon thing he made that he had heated up over the bonfire the wolves were all drinking around. That was the first scream I had ever made since I saw my parents die.. But that's a story for another time..

AUTHORS NOTE:
HELLO MY READERS!!!!

Thank you for reading! I hope you enjoyed. <3 don't worry, I'm continuing. I'm not setting no update schedule. Makes it a little rougher on me and I'd hate to break a promise of that to you guys if I didn't keep it. So please!! Come back and read the rest to find out what happens!! Leave comments, questions or anything in the comment boxes. I'll check and answer them at the end of every chapter. Bye bye for now cupcakes!!

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