Surviving Him (ON HIATUS FOR UPDATE AND FIXINGS)

Mr. Yummy

I climbed up from the floor, almost tripping from the blanket being tangled around my legs from when I fell. James caught me.

He came in to see Josh and I giggling on the living room floor after Josh ran from me with my ice cream. Which...is gone from him dumping it all. Rest in peace vanilla...

I held onto James' arm as he helped me stable to my feet. "Thanks.."

He didn't speak. Just looked at me then Josh, blankly. "You're needed."

Well..there went friend time.

Josh nodded silently and had gotten off the floor at some point. I didn't see when he stood.

"Of course, Master. I'll be right behind you."

Josh has to call him master now too? I don't like this..

James nods and looks back down to me who was still kinda in his arms for balance. "I'll see you tonight, okay?" His expression on coldness, blank faced of showing no signs of what he feels still painted on his soft, newly honeydo face. I've noticed he's let slight scruff of a beard start. Not over powering, not to little, just the amount that gives off he's not a teenager. He's all man and..personally I can't say he is one.

He says, seeing me tonight, like we have plans. Other than the usual he'll come home and I'll have dinner ready. But how he speaks on tonight, somethings set in event. Should I be worried?

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I had the house to myself for the rest of the day. I didn't even have someone outside the door guarding it which had become new a few weeks ago. The guy never tells me to stay inside or follows me if I go out, but I can still feel his presence no matter where I'm at. So maybe he does follow but keeps to the shadows? I don't know.

When I asked James on why the house guard, he just said precautions. No explanation just..the one word. I would've badgered him about it, but he came home a little huffy that night and I didn't wanna be back lashed. Huh..I'm either getting smarter or growing up. Nah.

I did finish The Fault In Our Stars after the boys left. I cried again. It was beautiful, but why Augustus? Why break me in such a way..

The sad watching of a movie didn't help my mood so I didn't watch any more sad movies. I wouldn't be able to handle it. So I resulted to cleaning the house then finished with my book I started a couple days ago. I wanted to shower from cleaning and that's exactly what I did.

Now I'm squeaky clean and studying the bed thinking.

B:hmmmmmmmm

I'm fussing with my conscious..excuse me, fox. Bree.

B:come on..I'm tired from cleaning *says whiny like*

Bree is trying to convince me to take a nap. I'd rather not cause I know I must get ready to have dinner started soon. Then again..nap sounds great..

"I don't know.."

B:come ooooooon.. five minutes?

"A nap is longer than five minutes Bree." I sit on the edge of the bed that's supposedly my side. Oh did I mention? James has moved me to his room now...his bed is now also mine. His room is now also mine. I didn't really like the idea cause I enjoyed having my own space. But James insisted.

I sighed, "fine...An hour, then I must wake."

B:yay!

"I don't know why you're tired anyways." I fluffed a pillow as I slid in between the sheets, "I was cleaning, not you"