Surviving Him (ON HIATUS FOR UPDATE AND FIXINGS)

One Day

     Blinking my eyes clear from sleep and the slight sunshine pouring in, I woke feeling tingles. Good tingles. That's new.. Taking in one of those sleepy breathes, I slightly moved my head to the side and smiled knowing. "Hmmmm.." I hummed, slowly open my eyes completely to see a gorgeous blue pair looking back at me and their owners is giving my shoulder baby kisses. Well there is the tingles. "Mornin' beautiful..." his voice was soft..calm.. but a little muffle toned.. nothing I'm use to. I smiled, "morning to you too cutie.." huh...I knew him.. Soon I was greeted by kisses. Some sweet kisses..James never kisses like this... Who is he? Slowly he pulled away, but I didn't wanna part. "Easy love...", he whispered. Actually..I don't care who he is, but I'm happy with staying.

"Sabbie...." He purrs and nuzzles into my neck. Ooo...snuggles..

"Hmmm...shhh..No ruin the moment..." I whispered and smile at him seeing him pout.

He gently nudges his nose into my cheek and I close my eyes like sleeping.

   "I don't wanna leave...", I mumbled to him with a response of neck kiss tickles from him. I giggled from it all cause I'm still ticklish, it seems he knows that. During the tickling, I notice I'm not even in my room...or any room I recognize for that matter. Where am I? "You've gotta leave the bed soon..", he muffle speaked into my neck and to my protest, the room started to blur and go black.

    I gasped awake and was met with a familiar ceiling of James' room. My breathing was heavy, but I soon controlled it. I looked over beside me feeling warmth close by and seen James asleep. Damn...of course I was dreaming.

     I looked down to myself to see I was unclothed and I pulled the blankets up to cover. What all happened before sleeping? Right.. a horrible night.. James and I came home after the tiff fuss on our...."date". I remember him taking most his aggression and frustration out on...well... it wasn't cuddling. Lot more rougher and a little painful. But all so familiar.

     I sat up, keeping myself covered and looked around seeing the room better. The blankets were falling everywhere off the bed, his daily moisturize things were destroyed off his dresser stand, the door looks a little off hinged and the window curtain is torn. Jesus...promise, not me.

    When I went to move, I stopped when felt a ping of new pain. I hissed looking down to my side and sees where a hand print pressed and gripped right above my hip bone. Fan-duckin-tastic... I scooted to the edge of the bed carefully and stopped when someone pulled my hand back. The hell? I looked to my wrist seeing rope or so tied to it and connected to the headboard. I groaned untying it. I don't remember that shit. After getting free, I maneuvered off the bed and pulled the blankets with me. Leaving James only with the sheet covering him from his waist down, bare back and facing the wall opposite of me. Sometimes I wished he fall asleep facing down on his pillow and "accidentally" suffocate on it. Girl can dream.

    I walked out the room with the blankets wrapped around me. Walking on down to my room and finding some clothes before heading to have a shower.

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     Finishing up some breakfast for myself, I go to the window seat to eat. After sitting down I perked back up feeling excruciating burning near a very personal female area. That asshole...he went to hard last night and now after affects are happening..great. I slowly sit down carefully while gripping the seat cushion. Once settled and face reaction free, I quietly started eating.

    I start thinking. I wanna see Josh today. Seeing James and what he said last night, I've gotta check on him. It's been worrying me..he hasn't visited or called. I'm also not sure if I'd wanna know. The reasons could be more than I'm able to handle. But I need to know if he's okay. If James hurt him, Imma kick him in his face.