Surviving Him (ON HIATUS FOR UPDATE AND FIXINGS)

Sharing Is Not Always Caring

  Bree kept complaining to me about wanting to leave and was making up her own evil way of getting out. But she was thinking out of the box with no way getting them to work. "Bree.. we can't with what happened last time.. you could've gotten us killed. Lucky, he still wants us here. So he's kept his proposal deal. And..Imma keep my end of it."  I grab a pillow from the side and lays down on the floor better, resting my read on the soft fluffed pillow.  I know what you're thinking.. why aren't I sleeping in my bed? Well....James kinda destroyed it the last time we had an argument. I had asked about getting a day outside and he refused. Me being stubborn, I didn't back down.

Kept pushing it til he gave in. That never came. He finally got so frustrated and fiery angry over my bickering that it made him shift to his wolf, Sid. Yeah yeah, I know.. kind of a funny name for a wolf that's suppose to be all big and bad at the time being. But trust me...name has nothing to do with how a wolfie boy can act or be.

I laid on the cold floor blankly for what seemed like hours but was only maybe 15 minutes.. I could put my ear flat to the floor and hear everything that was being said or done downstairs. I could hear James discussing something with one of his close buddies of the pack. Sounded like Julian.. he's always been right behind James on everything. I can't make out what all is being said. Kinda muffled, but can tell its about sharing something.

B:*whine* I don't like this.. Not being able to hear what all is happening down there.. Sab, what if they're planning our death? What if they have decided to give us up to someone worse than this?! What if-

"Bree.. stop on the what ifs.. we don't know yes, but you're gonna psych yourself out if you don't stop.." I respond whispering.

B: I'm sorry Sabbie.. I can't help it.. my mind goes to the worse end when I'm unclear on what's going on around us.

"I know.. trust me I know. Your mind is scary to be in with." I sit back up on the wall carefully and puts the pillow behind my head, leaning back against it.

B:hey! I'm not that bad! Not like yours is any clearer *huffs*

I smiles a little, "no.. guess not.. especially the idea you had of James.." whispering I add, "wanna tell me of that again?"

B: sure Sab.. *goes on about her plan of how she'd like to end James in two ways*

.......

I must've fallen asleep cause when I woke up I was laying down on the floor but it was much warmer..and had a fresh smell with a prickly feel..wait a minute. Warmer, fresh, prickly...where am I?

I sit up quick seeing I'm on clean cut glorious green grass and smells fresh. "wait what?.." I was snapped out of it when a voice from behind called.

"Sab...Sabr...Sabriana. There you are. I've been calling you. Come on, I've got the cookies baked and cooling." Took a moment for me to register who it was and match the voice. I basically gasped once the sunshine cleared and seen who it was..

"Clarissa?.." I felt myself wanting to tear but I knew I'd be smacked for it by one of her pot holders.

She smiles at me sweetly, "come on dear. Don't want to eat them cold do you?" She gently grabs my arm and helps pull me up to my feet.