Must Be Love

Cliff Top

Freddie's P.O.V
When I arrived at the caravan Roger didn't seem the same, he was sad, kept to himself, I guess it really scarred him.

He would spend his days writing songs, playing them on the piano, singing them to himself, I taught him how to play a few songs and he built from there.

It was nearing the end of the school year which meant only one thing graduation.

Roger was graduating a week before my graduation so I was hoping to get a day off to see him, he had worked so hard for his degree, especially with Kians death hanging over his head.

"Roger baby" I whispered, his back arched against mine as we lay in bed together, He hummed quietly and curled up closer to me.

"Shall we go for a walk? Like a date sort of?" I asked sitting up and stretching, Roger propped himself up on his elbows and stared at me like I was mad.

"What? At this time of night?" He wasn't taking me seriously, I nodded and threw the covers off of my body. Roger rubbed his eyes and climbed out of bed.

I kissed him on his head, he made a sort of mewl, he sounded adorable. I put on a white shirt and a pair of black leather pants, Roger was having trouble zipping up his coat.

I took his hands away from his coat and slowly zipped it up, our lips met, his tongue massaged mine. He pulled away and giggled, my heart melted at how cute he was.

We left the caravan and walked up the cliff. I was telling him about my old boarding school experience, he was snorting with laughter, it was the first time I'd seen him happy since he found out Kian died.

"Wait so you?" He stopped mid sentence to giggle, our hands linked "You stuck a pen in the roof and then when your teacher asked you why you'd done it you threw the rest of it at him?"

I nodded and smiled at him bursting out in laughter, his cheeks were bright red and he had tears of laughter forming at the corners of his eyes.

"One time" he giggled again "Kian and I went to a ice cream parlour and the woman working there sold Kian the wrong kind of ice cream" he laughed again "He shouted 'This bitch is the wrong flavour!' And threw it against the wall.

I laughed with him, this was the first time he'd talked about Kian without crying "We weren't allowed back in there after that" He snorted again and began swinging our hands.

He sighed as we finally reached the edge of the cliff, we sat down together looking at the starfilled sky "So are you going to move in with me?" He asked, his head resting on my shoulder.

"Of course I will baby, but I can't at the moment" I let out a sigh "Tim hasn't found another flatmate yet" Roger nodded and made a sort of squeak.

I ran my fingers through his hair and looked at the stars "I think Kian was the only person who knew my darkest secrets" Roger said quietly "He was with me all the way through the darkest part in my life" Roger sniffed.

I rubbed his back and wrapped both of my arms around him "Someone had taken advantage of me when I was blackout drunk" I looked at him, shocked "Was it a boy or a girl?" I asked.

"Girl" he said sadly "Kian had found her with me the next morning and knew that she had taken advantage of me" Roger wiped a few tears from his eyes.

"He reported her to the police and almost risked being sent to prison for false accusation but he kept going strong" Roger chuckled to himself "In the end we won the case and she got a twenty year sentence"

"He never left my side throughout the time" Roger wiped his eyes and softly whimpered "I wish I could have been there for him"

I held Roger close to me, letting him sob into my shirt, "Im sorry Kian" he whispered "I promise I'll look after Lola for you" I rubbed his back.

"You poor thing" I cooed lifting his head up, he had tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes, he didn't look like my Roggie.

"How about we go back hm?" I suggested, Roger nodded and wiped his eyes, sniffing. "Let's go then" I took his hand and stood up leading him away from the bench, he laughed as I led him eagerly down the hill towards the caravan.

When we got in I was practically fucking Roger in the hallway, he was making quiet moans and letting out quick breaths, I opened the door to our room and took off my coat quickly.

Roger was already half naked, "Don't prep me" he moaned climbing onto the bed excitedly, that was fine with me, I was too hard to possibly waste anymore time.

I undid my jeans and pulled down my boxers, Roger was watching my every move with baited breath, I climbed onto the bed and lifted up his legs, placing one on each of my shoulders.

I took out the bottle of lube and squirted a bit into my palm and rubbed my erection "Now you aren't going to pull out are you?" I growled taking his hair in my hand and jerking his head towards me.

He let out a small whimper "No I promise" he made a quiet squeak as I let him go. "Good" I took hold of his side's and pushed into him, he made a loud cry of pain before I clamped a hand over his mouth.

"These walls are thin as fuck" I said "Are you alright?" I asked him softly, I didnt want to hurt him. He nodded before reaching over to his pants and grabbing his belt.

He put it in his mouth and tied it up behind his head, making a makeshift gag, "What a good boy you are" I said pulling out before ramming back in again.

He bit down on the belt and made a muffled howl of pain, he moaned "Ah fuck Freddie... you hurt me so good" he bit down on the leather belt again when I began thrusting in and out of him.

His mewls of pain turned into moans of pleasure as I began pounding deep inside of him, he clawed at my sides, "You're so b-big Freddie, it's amazing" he smirked.

I reached inbetween us and wrapped my hand around Rogers erect member and began wanking him, He let go of me and began clawing the bedsheets.

"Come on baby, cum for me" I said wanking him quickly, I wanted him to come first, he squeezed his eyes shut and clenched his teeth together, "Ahh Freddie" he whimpered "Fuck me harder"

He looked up at me innocently as I thrusted in and out of his small body, his hair bouncing up and down with every thrust I made, he was whimpering my name weakly.

"Im gonna cum, I'm gonna cum, Fuuuck ooohhh" he came all over my chest, his hot cum dripping down my stomach.

I released myself out inside of him "Fuck yes babe" I groaned, cupping his face in my hand, his eyes still shut, he was twitching every once in a while "You're so good to me" he moaned.

I pulled out of him and lifted his legs off my shoulders, he lay back and put his arms over his eyes still panting and moaning.

I lay down next to him, and ran my hands through his messy blonde hair, sweat still dripping down his chest. He wrapped his arms around my body and curled up closer to me, "You don't know how long I've been waiting to do that" I giggled.

"You need to start playing the bad guy more often cause that was hot as fuck" He smirked at me and bit his bottom lip.

I leant in and kissed him, I tucked a loose strand of hair behind his ear, he pulled away and lay back down looking at the ceiling. He curled up closer to me and fell asleep, I spoke to him softly, "Love you Roger"