Must Be Love

Killer Queen

Rogers P.O.V
Shit, I couldn't remember the last time I'd stormed off on the guys like that, three maybe four years?

I just didn't know why I was pissed off, I needed a little time by myself, Kira and I weren't doing too well. She was going around saying that she was pregnant with my baby (It wasn't possible because I'd used protection)

I arrived home, Lola was with Clare and my mum so that gave me a little alone time, I threw myself onto the bed and closed my eyes, I slowly unbuttoned my shirt, letting my hands slide across my chest.

I opened my mouth, letting it hang open, I undid my bel and wrapped it around my throat, loosely, like Freddie did once.

"F-Freddie" I gasped as my hand snaked it's way down to my boxers, I palmed myself, looking down at the sight of my growing erection.

I retracted my hand and pulled down my jeans, I was spread out on the bed, with a hard on and a couple tissues, I made sure my curtains were closed before continuing.

"Damn" I thought to myself "I really am Freddies slut" I stuck two fingers down my throat and sucked on them slowly, I closed my eyes again. I pretended that it was Freddie who was about to fuck me, his hand that was palming my cock, his fingers that were lodged down my throat.

I stopped sucking on my fingers and pulled them out of my mouth, I dragged my boxers off and grinned at the sight of my proud erection standing upright.

"Ah.. shit" I groaned, leaning over the side to my bedroom dresser, opening the top draw where I kept everything that I used when I was extremely horny.

When Freddie and I used to live together, he would go out to interviews or his work and that would leave me unsatisfied and craving more.

So I bought a couple sex toys to please myself when he was away, sometimes we would use them if we were feeling a little kinky. I took some lube from my dresser and lubed up a finger, I rubbed around my entrance, rubbing the fingerpad over, making me shiver.

I stuck the finger in all at once making me let out a loud "Fuck!" I leaned back and continued fingering myself, I stuck another finger in and continued moaning Freddies name shamelessly.

I wondered how many fingers I could fit in my ass, I had around four in at the time so I continued stretching them out as far as I could before adding in a fifth finger "Ohh Sh-hit"

I bit my lip and lay my head down, whimpering and biting my pillow as hard as I could whilst I pumped my fingers in and out of my tight ass.

I removed my fingers and sucked on them, tasting myself on them, I pulled them slowly out of my mouth, I reached into the dresser and pulled out a large dildo.

I set it down on my bed and felt a blush creep up onto my face as I sunk down onto it slowly, "Mmm" I moaned weakly, I pushed my hair behind my head before bouncing up and down on the fake cock.

I slapped myself on the thigh hard, it left a red mark in the shape of my hand, I continued bouncing, my tongue hanging out of my mouth.

I was panting heavily, sweat dripping down my forehead and onto the bed underneath me, "Ohh f-fuck" I placed my head in the pillow, I continued bouncing on the dildo.

I closed my eyes and placed my hands on my hips, gripping them as hard as I could whilst still riding the fake cock, I imagined Freddie, I imagined his face, scrunched up and his mouth hanging open.

I jerked myself off, grunting and letting out quick breaths, "Unh!" I groaned as I came in my hand, I let my eyelids drift shut, I bit my bottom lip as I took a quick look at my hand.

I licked my hand off, letting my lukewarm cum pool on my tongue, I pulled the dildo out of me and slowly sat back down on the bed, smiling to myself as I swallowed the cum.

I lay back on my pillow, panting as I slowly cleaned up, I pulled on a pair of fresh boxers and made my way to the bathroom to wash my hands.

A knock at the door came and I sighed in relief, I opened the door and saw Clare standing there with Lola at her side, "Evening!" She beamed at me, "How did it go?" She asked as she gave me Lolas lead.

"Really well actually" I said with a cheeky smirk, "Great!" She smiled at me "Well I'll leave you to it then" she hugged me before blowing a kiss to Lola and leaving me standing in the doorway alone.

I kissed the top of Lolas head and led her towards the couch, she hopped on it and curled up, slowly drifting off to sleep.

I sat next to her and rubbed her fluffy back, switching on the TV and flicking to a random channel, I felt like some company, who do I call?

Kira? No, Lola didn't like her and all we would do was have sex. John? Nah, he's busy. Brian? Maybe, I'm sure he wouldn't mind.

Freddie? I sat there and pondered the thought, looking at the phone on the table next to the door, I shook my head, "I'll just order some takeout and stay with Lola" I got up and ordered a pizza, awkwardly wrapping the cord around my finger like Freddie used to.

I sat back down on the couch with Lola, pulling her head into my lap and stroking behind her ears, I lay my head back into the pillows and drifted off to sleep with Lolas fluffy head laying on my thighs.