Must Be Love

Love Of My Life

Rogers P.O.V
I arrived at school the next day with a spring in my step, I couldn't stop thinking about Freddie, about us. Kian had obviously noticed that I was in a better mood than usual but he didn't mention in until our fourth lesson.

"Alright Roger" Kian muttered "What's been happening?" He looked at me with a hint of concern in his eyes.

"Nothing Kian" I replied happily "I'm fine" I was tapping my feet on the floor underneath our desk.

"Are you on drugs?" Kian asked grabbing my face and forcing me to look at him, he stared into my eyes for a second before letting me go.

"No I'm fine Kian, really" I rolled my eyes at him and continued my work, Kian gave me a quick once over before going back to drawing in his textbook.

We had a few minutes of blissful silence but then Kian piped up again "So did you tell Freddie?" My cheeks flushed bright pink and I quickly looked away.

"Oooh so you did tell him" Kian teased "Maybe you didn't just tell him maybe you got to give him a-" I clamped a hand over his mouth and shushed him.

I pulled my hand off his mouth after he had finished screaming in excitement, we both giggled, "So you did suck him off" Kian grinned, I nodded quickly and Kian bit the back of his hand to stop himself laughing.

He looked like a schoolgirl when they've heard about their friend losing their virginity for the first time, "Did you just give him a blowjob or did you get something else?" He wiggled his eyebrows cheekily.

I blushed red and I nodded, I looked back down at my workbook and continued to write down the questions.

Lawrence looked over at me once our teacher had left the room to go get more worksheets, "What were you guys talking about?" He asked looking at me and then at Kian.

"Nothing Lawrence" I snapped, angrier than I should have been "Really? Cause it sounded like you gave Freddie a blowjob" Lawrence frowned at me, my bubble was burst.

"Get off the high road Lawrence" Kian snapped angrily "We all know that you'll suck anything for free" Lawrence furrowed his brows and turned away.

"Ignore him" Kian snarled "He doesn't agree with being gay" Kian scowled at Lawrence and then rubbed my back, "Hey hey" he cooed "Don't worry about him you've always got me, Henry, Jackson, Brian, Tim and Freddie"

I smiled at him and nodded weakly, sniffling, wiping the tears from my eyes, "Hang out with Freddie tonight alright?" Kian said smiling sweetly "He loves you Roger, he said it last night didn't he?" I nodded.

Even though Kian could be cold and have a sort of mean joking style he really could care about you and he gave amazing advice.

Freddie and I spoke over the payphone, he invited me over to his parents house to meet them and to speak about our relationship.

I knocked at Freddies house and shifted uncomfortably from foot to foot as I waited for someone to answer.

A young girl with long, black hair opened the door, she smiled at me and held open the door for me to walk in.

"Hi you must be Roger" she said sticking out her hand and closing the door, I took it and smiled "Yeah you must be Kashmira" Freddie appeared behind me.

"Hello Roger" Freddie said with a cheeky grin across his face, "Come and meet my parents" he took me by the wrist and lead me into the living room.

His mum who I had met in Mr Jaston's office and a man who I assumed was Freddies dad were sitting on the sofa, His mum stood up and gave me a tight hug, she was really sweet and I liked her a lot.