Giselle Archer... the girl who lost her mother and lost herself as a young girl. She has never truly believed in love and never truly believed in herself. She joins the New Directions, because she was best friends with Finn Hudson and Quinn Fabray...
For the passed few weeks, I had avoided doing the musical, Grease. To be honest, I did not feel like doing it. I didn't feel like auditioning for it considering it was a romantic musical.
I stood at my locker and got all of my homework. There was no glee since the musical was coming up. It was nice to have this extra time to dance again.
"Hey Elle," I heard Blaine walk up to me. He and Kurt just broke up.
"Hi," I smiled.
"Want to go do something?" He asked.
"Can't, I have dance." I shook my head.
"Elle, is something up?" Blaine asked.
"What makes you say that?" I shut my locker.
"Well, I mean I remember how you used to have no time to hang out because you were always in the dance studio. However ever since you started seeing Sebastian..." he paused as he noticed me looking rather sad. "Oh, I'm sorry." He apologized.
"It's fine. It was just for protection." I commented.
"Um... okay?" He gave me an odd look. "Do you miss him?" Blaine asked.
"All the time." I sighed. "Everything reminds me of him."
"Yeah, everything reminds me of Kurt." He brought up.
"Well, I should go. Can't be late for dance." I waved.
I got to the dance studio and changed into my dance clothes. I began to stretch my legs before I do three hours of dance. Then I began to do warm ups on the bar. Then I put on my specific shoes for the dance steps she was teaching me.
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Today my private dance instructor wanted to work on a little bit of tap and ballet and jazz combined. I forgot what she said to be honest.
When my dance teacher left to go to the bathroom, I looked at my phone and realized I haven't changed my lock screen. It was still a picture of Sebastian that I took of him when we went out on one of our earlier dates.
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I looked up from my phone, and saw my reflection in the mirror. Then, I played a song that I could sing and dance to. I set my phone down as the intro started.
Guess mine is not the first heart broken
I began to start to do a basic ballet move and twirled around to face the large mirror.
My eyes are not the first to cry I'm not the first to know there's Just no getting over you You know I'm just a fool who's willing
I continued to dance around the studio.
To sit around and wait for you But baby can't you see there's nothing else for me to do I'm hopelessly devoted to you But now there's no way to hide Since you pushed my love aside I'm outta my head hopelessly devoted to you
I felt all of the emotions from the break up. I missed Sebastian. I missed being able to loosen up and enjoy life.
Hopelessly devoted to you Hopelessly devoted to you My head is saying fool forget him My heart is saying don't let go Hold on to the end, that's what I intend to do
I slowly continued to do some challenging moves as I sang. I needed to just dance it out.
I'm hopelessly devoted to you But now there's no way to hide Since you pushed my love aside I'm outta my head hopelessly devoted to you Hopelessly devoted to you Hopelessly devoted to you
I stopped and looked at my reflection one last time. It was time for a change. I just couldn't sit around and cry about the break up.
After dance, I went straight to the mall and updated my wardrobe. I needed something that made me feel good about myself ever since the break up. Then, I changed my lock screen. Not only that, I made one of the cliché boyfriend boxes that was going to be stored away. I put everything in there. For example, the bracelet he got me from Paris, pictures, stuff he won me, and anything that reminded me of him. I even put my prom dress in there. I needed closure. That's what I needed...
I walked into school the next day feeling somewhat good about my wardrobe. I put on a black leather jacket with black skinny jeans and a black tank top underneath the jacket. I wore black high heal boots. I actually put on more make up then usual. It was time for me to try something different. A lot of black, however I never really wore a lot of black. I usually wore bright, warm or vibrant, cool colors.
"Hey, Elle?" Blaine questioned. "New look?"
"Yeah, do you like it?" I asked.
"Uh... erm... sure?" He shrugged.
"Thanks." I smiled as I walked off. I knew he was lying, but he was going to have to deal with the fact that I needed a change. I needed to move on from Sebastian.
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Hey Readers, So Sebastian isn't really in this chapter either HOWEVER I'm being him back next chapter (spoiler alert haha)!!!
