My Mask: Unveiled

HELLO AGAIN...

I don't think i can ever get away from you...

No matter what...

I'm still going to fall back in your alley...

I hate myself and i can't ignore that...

I fuck up constantly and i can't get over it...

Everything finds it's way to fuck me up...

Or...

Or is it just...

Just me?

Life fucks everyone up in some way and no matter what the fuck you think or believe in, I KNOW you've been here before, accept it!

You'll never be saved...

Only distracted...

No matter how i try, i need to realise that i'm not perfect and i will in absolutely no fucking way be what others expect me to!

I keep fucking wasting my time trying to be what others want me to...

She thinks i'm perfect but fuck no...

Far off...

I realised how petty all this shit has become because there are way more people out there going through way worse than me...

But none of them have the courage to speak up and confront that fucking mask...

So much is going on around me...

I don't know how much more i can take of this endless bullshit...

Fuck...

I'm stuck in some bullshit i can't get out of because of many factors...

I want to just go away but i keep having to go through the same bullshit knowing that i'm going to fuck it up somehow...

I know...

I'll probably not make it...

Not like this...

I don't want to try...

Just...just fucking give up!

Why did i choose this?

I could be doing so much more but i'm stuck fucking up something i ended up not wanting in the end...

I can't give 100% to some bullshit i don't find passion in...

i don't want this...

I feel like...like i don't need this...

Fuck...everything...